Venting How are you feeling right now?

[Pan]

I am frightened of what tomorrow will bring.

 

[Talvikki]

Hikikomori

 

[FuneralCry]

So tired of living, as usual. Wanting to fall asleep forever.

 

[Deboneire1]

Tormented I feel.

 

[Minegelina]

I feel sad at the image of my dad huddled over, crying after I ctb. It feels disturbing to imagine because it could become a reality, but I'm not planning on doing anything because of him. Plus, there are the kids whom i've been going to the same school with for 6 years and less.
I wish that I could have the ability to make everyone forget about me so i could peacefully ctb.

 

[Hirokami]

Drunk and heartbroken

 

[Professor K]

im getting more and more tired and unmotivated. hesitant about cbt once again.

 

[imcadt99]

I guess procrastination, if that is the right word? And all of the anxiety that comes with it. Like I have the inevitable assignment that is to CTB yet I keep procrastinating on it due to my fragmented mental state.

 

[MentalStefan]

I'm moderately drunk, miserable & unhappy. I'm angry with all the people around me. Why must they be so mean to me? I feel like everyone's laughing at me or try to mock me. It's so unfair... They won't let me be who I want to. I think I am not a bad person so why does it keep happening to me? I don't know anymore longer if it's real or it's only my paranoia.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

sad.

 

[Source Energy]

Empty. Resigned.

 

[CantWait2D1E]

Bored. Feel like I've experienced everything worth experiencing.

 

[ShadowsFall]

Rather annoyed. The tenants in the upstairs unit of the house I reside in are obnoxiously loud. I rarely hear the adults, but the kids are a constant. The excessive noise and vibrations go on anywhere between 7am to 1am (most active between 5pm and 12:30am). This is a rather old house that was built in the late 1800s, so there will be some obvious noise. I have a curio cabinet in the next room, and I can actually hear it vibrate when the kids are jumping off the furniture(?), or body slamming each other, which is also constant. Kids by nature are going to be loud and active, but It sounds like the adults just let the kids run amok upstairs without any control. I haven't said anything to either the landlord or upstairs party yet, due to just recently moving into this place. Unfortunately my communication skill at times sucks, and I can unintentionally come off as aggressive.

 

[ShadowsFall]

Burnt out and stressed. I hate myself for putting myself in the current predicament I am in.

 

[LONE WOLF.]

I am Angry and confused, l thought someone was a friend but they turned out to be just another vain self deluded hypocrite! Such a shame, The world could be a Beautiful place but it's been fouled by the putrid soul's of the Damned.

 

[Rocinante]

Unwanted and neglected

 

[crimsonpool]

i feel like im in hell and i wish i felt like i did when i was a kid

 

[Rocinante]

i feel like im in hell and i wish i felt like i did when i was a kid

Cool Subarashiki avi
Childhood was simpler times

 

[Forever Sleep]

I'm SO tired this morning and I have so much work to do. I wish I had more energy and motivation.

 

[unnormal9]

Cool Subarashiki avi
Childhood was simpler times

yes it was. nothing but ff9 and writing stories, aspiring to continue squaresoft's golden age legacy one day

 

[Rocinante]

I feel like absolute shit rn
Keep dwelling in the past. Running the same events through my mind again and again
Probably will go for another walk to ease my mind

 

[unnormal9]

I feel like absolute shit rn
Keep dwelling in the past. Running the same events through my mind again and again
Probably will go for another walk to ease my mind

haven't been a walk since i saw ryan jordan last year.

 

[stillvoices]

Like I'm ready to go right now

 

[deadbody]

Unlovable and miserable.

 

[DearMe]

I'm ready to procrastinate because I'm just so frustrated and disappointed in myself. I just want to off my head so that I can't think.

 

[lifeeternal]

Reply with just one type of feeling you're going through right at this moment and one type of feeling you wish you had right now. (If not the same as your current feeling)


I am frustrated, wish I was more collected.

I feel raw, it's almost as like i've rotted to my core, I feel deprived of life it's like i'm living on a complete and utter auto pilot, people will talk to me or ask me if I want to do things but the idea of going anywhere other then my home feel so draining, my eyes are so heavy it hurts and I just feel so utterly alone. I miss being who I was, and I don't know or understand any way to get back to that point.

 

[gymaddict18]

Miserable

 

[sserafim]

I'm sick and tired, I'm so so done.

 

[barkbark]

i feel like i'm mentally broken down and depressed to the point where i can't even get out of bed and i wish i could be free from it all

i don't even care if it's in death or in recovery! i just need to feel either ok or nothingness right now.

 

[ResilientAF]

Rather annoyed. The tenants in the upstairs unit of the house I reside in are obnoxiously loud. I rarely hear the adults, but the kids are a constant. The excessive noise and vibrations go on anywhere between 7am to 1am (most active between 5pm and 12:30am). This is a rather old house that was built in the late 1800s, so there will be some obvious noise. I have a curio cabinet in the next room, and I can actually hear it vibrate when the kids are jumping off the furniture(?), or body slamming each other, which is also constant. Kids by nature are going to be loud and active, but It sounds like the adults just let the kids run amok upstairs without any control. I haven't said anything to either the landlord or upstairs party yet, due to just recently moving into this place. Unfortunately my communication skill at times sucks, and I can unintentionally come off as aggressive.

Have an upstairs neighbour who's always hammering, night and day. Kid running back and fore, jumping. Lack of floor covering I think. Try to tolerate but when it gets too much I go out and press his buzzer for about a minute or two. He shuts up for a while. It's either that or music full volume, flat shaking and he stops for a while. Not ideal but I've tried talking to him and he couldn't care less as he's off his face 100% of the time. I'm sorry you have to put up with shitty neighbours, it absolutely sucks. Headphones on with music to distract. .