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Ancient people knew that burning is the worst type of torture. Thats why the concept of eternal hell exists
I agree. Thats what is stopping me from using N. Fuck my life.
I realized there is no one worst way to day. Bad death could be one time thing or slow death. You really cant compare the two up
My brother was burned - 60% of his body. Induced coma 2 mos. ICU 6 mos. 16 skin grafts. he's going to medical school, soon. He's got his master's. I felt ill when I learned of it. I don't know him well but cried and bawled feeling OMFG. Burning someone.
Being starved of sex to me is a way of horrible torture too. When your sex drive is so strong. Even when my sex drive goes dormant, i like to have sex because it makes me feel good even when im not that horny. The worst is being depruved of something you really want
I am abstinent 16.25-50 years. Completely of touch. I had a sex abuse issue. I never recovered. Why I'm on here. I had others prior but they didn't cause me PTSD or to become psych and imprisoned in my bown body.
I cant imagine that. Even though i went through rape myself but it really didnt affect me that much in away i am aware of. Im sorry it happened to you. It is life ruining to say the least
Yes it is horrible, society turns you suicidal. They like abusive men who control and dominate a woman like a coin operated toy in this country. It is unfortunate but that's how the US works. I'm not interested in the people or how they enjoy shaming women into self-destruction and they like watching that - also. Pervs.
Wow it is that bad??!!!
If someone is planning to shoot themselves I never understand why they don't do it in a body of water, even a pool, because even if this happens, you fall into water and drown. That's what I would do if I had a gun.
My grandfather grew up on a farm in Cuba and had a bunch of brothers. One of them I think went undiagnosed with some serious mental disorders and went on to one day get super drunk and poured gasoline all over himself and light himself on fire and killed himself. I cannot imagine doing that. My grandfather never got over that, can't blame him. Horrible.
Based on posts here, it is often not like that. Based on posts from a former train driver, about 2 out of 3 die, though sometimes it takes up to 4 days. The othere survive with one or two limbs amputated and much other damage, including brain injuries. It's a very messy method and there isn't a way to make it easy. Some people think you can lay you neck on the rail and the train will go over it, but this doesn't work because there are devices on the front of the train designed to push objects out of the way before the wheels come through. There are many better methods, with much less severe consequences if they don't work.
seeing women in "submission" is enpugh to make me puke. being asked to live that way is a good reason to find a backpack and a shelter. pure evil. absolutely EVIL. it is always threatening to me, as a woman to see women in submission. i see honor culture. they disgust me, as a form. i think "pedophile" ... she "stands by her man". i feel ill and i need to leave her.
By any means of dying the breath must stop not only with N, it is important to be deeply unconscious when the breath stops. To suffocate when you are conscious is horrible
I actually think a woodchipper is better than most methods- 10 secomds of agony and then free of many years of suffering.
4 hospital visits .2 times for about a week(voluntarily) and 2 times for about 1.5 months (involuntary). Got tricked into taking these injections i had no idea they could court order these. If you get more than 2 hospital visits you get court ordered...if you have 3 or more times psychosis you get diagnosis of schizophrenia and get court order. I only had 2 psychotic episodes but they made up stuff in my file so based on that i got a court order....after doing research talking to other patients i found out that most patient files contain false information. mental health care is underfunded, broke and of low quality The quality of mental care is so bad its totally uncomparable to normal medical care
That's true- the pain would be awful, I'm sure there are better fast ways- like jumping from a high enough height.
