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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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it can look like so many things. but more often than not it feels like nothing, nothing, nothing.


just a blank endless nothing.

"I didn't ask to be born, but dying is up to me"
 
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TheHolySword

TheHolySword

empty heart
Nov 22, 2024
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when people ask me how I feel, I usually want to say "nothing." but not in an apathetic way. and I don't think most people would understand what I'm trying to say. But this is what nothing means to me.
 
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whytrymyguy

whytrymyguy

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Apr 10, 2024
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it can look like so many things. but more often than not it feels like nothing, nothing, nothing.


just a blank endless nothing.

"I didn't ask to be born, but dying is up to me"
Hope is a nope, at least without a good rope
 
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parasite_eve

parasite_eve

Between life and death; a secret third thing.
Jan 3, 2025
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From my favorite sitcom I return to year after year, Community (six seasons & a movie):

"Oh God no, I never hope. Hope is pouting in advance. Hope is faith's richer, bitchier sister. Hope is the deformed attic-bound incest monster offspring of entitlement and fear."

 
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areyousafe??

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Nov 27, 2024
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I don't think anyone who suicided felt hopeful that their situation would improve. I suppose that's why psychiatrists and other mental health professionals consider the feeling of hopelessness a risk factor in suicide. If they felt that things could improve, why would someone ctb? That's my thinking anyway.
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

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Jun 2, 2024
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thanks for the replies. much love. it's just hard right now.
 
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CatLvr

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Aug 1, 2024
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thanks for the replies. much love. it's just hard right now.
You know where I am if you want to talk, love. I'll light a candle and say a prayer for you. Blessed be. 🫂🫂🫂🫂
 
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SNastablesalt

SNastablesalt

she longs for freedom
Oct 6, 2023
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From my favorite sitcom I return to year after year, Community (six seasons & a movie):

"Oh God no, I never hope. Hope is pouting in advance. Hope is faith's richer, bitchier sister. Hope is the deformed attic-bound incest monster offspring of entitlement and fear."


I LOVE COMMUNITY WHAAT
 
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