hopelessness

[depthss]

every day all day is just the exact same, and its just filled with misery. the only time i enjoy anything or want to do anything is when im high. it makes everything better, it makes everything more enjoyable, it makes me happy for a brief moment. but then of course, that makes every other moment of my life even worse than it wouldbe by comparison. i just want the oppurtunity to ctb as soon as possible

 

[FuneralCry]

I also just wish to be gone, for me personally I'll always find it so dreadful to suffer in this existence and I understand feeling so tired of it all. But anyway I wish you the best, I hope you find peace.