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cactusflower

cactusflower

here but not here
Apr 19, 2023
67
Ive always been on the fence about it but recently with the death of my father and a breakup happening in tandem, it's kind of all imploding now. I feel hopeless with no support system, no one really cares and I see no point to living anymore.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I'm sorry that those events had to happen, I'm not gonna say their is hope because I'm not in your shoes, life is a gamble it's either good or shit. I hope though life becomes better for you
 
Torabol

Torabol

Student
Apr 15, 2023
107
True hopelessness is the sinking point for most. Sad to hear you're struggling.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,258
To me existence certainly is so cruel after all, I find it awful how existing here can very easily get much worse, just leading to more suffering as a result. But anyway I wish you the best, it must be so dreadful feeling trapped in that situation.
 
Dizzylady80

Dizzylady80

Experienced
Nov 5, 2020
226
What an awful combination of events! I am so very sorry. Do you have anyone else in your life to be there for you in this dark time?
 
cactusflower

cactusflower

here but not here
Apr 19, 2023
67
What an awful combination of events! I am so very sorry. Do you have anyone else in your life to be there for you in this dark time?
I have my sister back home. But the main issue is I'm far far away from her. She's really the only one Ive got I guess, and even so I feel like I'm being a burden sometimes. I feel like a lot of people would be envious of me because I live completely alone with little to no chance of being caught, were I to ctb. I don't know if I'm quite at that point yet but things definitely don't look very bright.
 
Nephis

Nephis

“Death should take me while I am in the mood.”
Sep 3, 2018
281
I hope for you, peaceful travels
 

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