Venting hopeless

[wristcutangel]

feeling hopeless. i keep spiraling even further and piling on more and more decisions that i'll even come to regret. i wish my family would just kill me already but that's just wishful thinking. the most anyone's offered me this entire time was a single "it'll get better". really, it's just a fancy way to say i don't want to bother to care for you or what you're going through right now. the only way things will ever get better for me is if i die, and i know that for a fact.

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand that it's so tiring having to suffer here, it must be dreadful what you have to endure but anyway best wishes.