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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
Hopefully on Saturday, I will be jumping.
I am actually a bit scared, but I have to get over that.
My will arrived today and I signed it, got my next door neighbor to sign the witness part and sent it back for their records, and I have a copy for mine.
I really hope I will be able to do it, I need to.
 
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Mixo

Blue
Aug 2, 2020
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Jumping is a tough method, at least sober. I tried it so many times myself but would chicken out every time I looked down at the water. Can I ask why it has to be this week? Is there a reason for the deadline? In any case, I wish you luck in obtaining peace.
 
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Ghost2211

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Jan 20, 2020
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You're very brave. I remember our conversations from when I first joined. I'm sorry to hear your situation hasn't improved over the last year. I hope you find peace and relief.
 
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LetMeFree
Apr 22, 2019
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I hope you find peace from your torment.
 
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VIBRITANNIA

VIBRITANNIA

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Aug 10, 2020
1,156
i'm sorry it's come to this. i hope you'll be able to rest in peace.
 
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SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
Jumping is a tough method, at least sober. I tried it so many times myself but would chicken out every time I looked down at the water. Can I ask why it has to be this week? Is there a reason for the deadline? In any case, I wish you luck in obtaining peace.
So have I, so am going to get extremely drunk.
I was waiting until my will came to do it, and now I have signed it.
You're very brave. I remember our conversations from when I first joined. I'm sorry to hear your situation hasn't improved over the last year. I hope you find peace and relief.
Thank you, it is very unlikely to improve
 
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LoveMePlease

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Sep 28, 2020
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Wisjing safe travels
 
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TheQ22

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Aug 17, 2020
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I'm sorry things have come to this. I'm in the same boat.
 
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okaoki

okaoki

last
Aug 4, 2018
251
safe journey , maybe have some booze before doing it , its what i'll do .
 
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LonelyNick

LonelyNick

They/Them, He/Him
Jul 15, 2020
261
L'appel du vide. I know I wouldn't be scared of jumping, I've done it multiple times, bunjee jumping, skydiving, zip lines. There's just nowhere that's high enough here for me to jump. That would be an amazing way to go.
 
SHThrowAway213

SHThrowAway213

That's the hell I live with
Apr 19, 2018
659
L'appel du vide. I know I wouldn't be scared of jumping, I've done it multiple times, bunjee jumping, skydiving, zip lines. There's just nowhere that's high enough here for me to jump. That would be an amazing way to go.
I'm actually a bit scared, but it's the only method I can use.
 
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existence is a nightmare
Aug 25, 2020
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I wish you luck! May your journey be peaceful :heart:
 
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