Help Hope to CTB soon. Concerned about synchronicities.

[Lack-of-Everything]

Hi all.

I have everything prepared for CTB. Apart from the SI having already kicked in, something that's worrying me is the amount of synchronicities that began occuring about two weeks ago.

Synchronicities have played a large part in my life for many years--some relevant in a positive or negative way, and others false flags. What concerns me is that some I believed to be positive at the time, seem to have turned out to be oddly specific warnings. Furthermore, a friend with clairvoyant abilities received a message from my deceased father that turned out to be devastatingly accurate.

I lost my entire family early last year, after which syncs regarding them increased in general. However, I fear these recent syncs, despite some seeming positive, and others indecipherable, may be them warning me not to attempt CTB in case of failure.

Regrettably, due to circumstances beyond my control, I have a deadline (pun intended) to CTB. I want to go through with it, and even if I didn't the alternative (long story) is far worse.

As much as I want to believe this is all bunk, I'm always conscious of the way syncs appear to have worked before. I'd be more than happy to believe it's all random with no greater meaning, if I could.

Whether or not you've experienced anything like this, I would greatly appreciate any opinions or advice you may have.

 

[Darkover]

Some people interpret synchronicities as signs, messages from the universe, or proof of a deeper, hidden order in reality. Others see them as cognitive biases—our brains seeking patterns in randomness.

 

[Lack-of-Everything]

I hope it's the latter.

 

[Richard Langford]

Hi all.

I have everything prepared for CTB. Apart from the SI having already kicked in, something that's worrying me is the amount of synchronicities that began occuring about two weeks ago.

Synchronicities have played a large part in my life for many years--some relevant in a positive or negative way, and others false flags. What concerns me is that some I believed to be positive at the time, seem to have turned out to be oddly specific warnings. Furthermore, a friend with clairvoyant abilities received a message from my deceased father that turned out to be devastatingly accurate.

I lost my entire family early last year, after which syncs regarding them increased in general. However, I fear these recent syncs, despite some seeming positive, and others indecipherable, may be them warning me not to attempt CTB in case of failure.

Regrettably, due to circumstances beyond my control, I have a deadline (pun intended) to CTB. I want to go through with it, and even if I didn't the alternative (long story) is far worse.

As much as I want to believe this is all bunk, I'm always conscious of the way syncs appear to have worked before. I'd be more than happy to believe it's all random with no greater meaning, if I could.

Whether or not you've experienced anything like this, I would greatly appreciate any opinions or advice you may have.

I've experienced several odd extremely pointed occurances or experiences too in my life that I just for the life of me can't explain. I suppose you could put them down to hugely, colossal random chance but that would be extremely far fetched too. While not religious as such I'm inclined to believe there's something/one interfering or orchestrating our lives when we need them. Such isn't a popular opinion on here.

 

[BlueButterfly111]

I've experienced synchronicities too, particularly in regards to my boyfriend passing away. But I'm kind of confused by them, like I don't know what they all mean. I haven't experienced any recently though, while I'm planning to ctb. I feel like for me it's time, I don't see why the universe would try to prevent us from going if we are suffering. I just genuinely don't have any advice, I'm sorry. But I think I might understand a little about what you're going through. And I'm sorry for all that you've went through, and I hope you find peace in whatever you decide to do.

 

[LivingANDDying26]

I experience synchronicites often and have my own beliefs around. Generally they can pick up / happen more when I'm more inclined towards CTB. I kinda don't want to be here but seems like maybe I have a life/things can change. I dunno if I believe in that though. The clear synchronicites though make it hard to give up honestly which can be a good thing but also make it hard.

(Hope this was clear)