Honestly it’s stupid…

[WaterfallsontheIsle]

Silly how I have to keep my urge to ctb secret to avoid being sectioned, despite the fact that I have sooo much SI that I doubt I'll ever really be able to follow through. Fml

 

[Lone_Gray_Wolf]

SI is always present, we are hardwired to survive.
And about hiding it, it is what it is, we all have to do certain things to protect out plans and ideas that will not be accepted or taken good outside.

Best of luck.

 

[FuneralCry]

If only society was accepting of suicide and our wishes were respected. It is our life, our decision after all. We all deserve the option of a peaceful exit at a time of our own choosing. It is difficult to ctb, because of the SI, even know we want to die we are programmed to survive. If it was easier to exit this world, I would already be gone. Whatever happens, I wish you the best.