Homeless

[howard]

Are any here homeless. I will be soon unless I ctb. How do you get phone charge and credit etc.. I'm facing homeless with no benefits as I overspend too quickly an inheritance when my spouse died. I'm bipolar and was on a high in a Turkish hospital. I have a full set of crowns to show for it. £250k down with about 2k in bank. Then that's it!!!

It's simple now. Ctb sn got stuff
Or live penniless and homeless with degenerative back problem. ( on surgery list) how if homeless?
I have ducked up my whole life
Think will go soon . Within next week. Will inform here . Only place I can talk freely of how I feel etc.

I know there's always another option etc etc but I dont want it my life motivation has gone.

In dream land I want to go back to school age 1974 and do it all again with current memory,, of course we have dreams and life is the hard truth we wake up to. I'd beat bezos with amazon etc..
Sorry waffling. I'm fucked up

Have been tho samaritans for hundreds of hours.

Got s n today and have meto. Am kitted up. Going soon .. watch this space. I want to give text of feeling, pain vomit etc as I go.
I may have samaritans on phone also. It's like a hand to hold.

I am so alone! Lonely and messed up. My wife/partner of 22 years died 3 years ago. My life went down from there.
There is no hope, but I can watch the sunset while still here.
Sorry waffle. Had a drink. Not drunk for 2 years, was a past problem, but getting SN delivery today has put me in party mood! The control option. Is euphoric.

 

[FTL.Wanderer]

I relate to the fear of homelessness, especially in a country that despises the poor. I've been reading articles about the rise in suicide among the poor in the UK... Really sorry for your pain. Wish I could do something...

 

[howard]

Thanks. Hope you find peace as well.

 

[Centerism]

@howard

I certainly feel For You. I was homeless for years. It was hell, but I survived and I'm better for it. Homelessness isn't the end all. It's a difficult thing to go through, but you're human, you adapt, you'll survive.

It truly isn't over with just because you've run into a hard time. Being homeless truly isn't as horrible as it seems. Just remember, churches are the friends you the homeless. They will give you shelter, food, clothing, and sometimes money.

Believe it or not, you can actually live pretty good when you don't have a roof over your head.

Either way, I'm here for you, no matter what. I love you and I support you. I'll be the first person to tell you I love you and the last person to let you go when you're in your last moments.

Keep your head up. Homelessness isn't as bad as it seems.

Love You...

 

[howard]

Wow! Thank you. Your lovely words are soothing.
Homelessness is my future, with a disability unless I leave.
I have the SN here now...not going yet but during this year.
I believe what you say of the church.
I have lost my 'mojo*,tho for life. I couldn't adapt again,,
I think my time is up,; i believe that can happen. I just feel it.