Venting Holding off suicide (again)

[Ayeitsalaska]

here i go again, procrastinating suicide due to fear of trying. can anyone relate lol?

 

[BooGirl]

Yes, so much.

 

[ctbUniquectb]

I made a bunch of half hearted practices with the intention of following through, but lost heart. It's not good to catch a bus you're not ready to get on.

 

[Deformationalplagio]

Every day is my last day in my mind im a scared chicken lol

 

[Thereisnothing]

Me too, dont wish to be here, yet cant go through with anything, although not even found a method yet which I would be confident with. Also got lots of emotions and things in my head saying not to do it, although sat same time, yes go ahead. So scary.

 

[helIboy]

all you have is time and you'll know when its that time. we are always here for you

 

[MysticPerception]

Big coward here. If I had more courage I would just down my SN and not even wait to try and get Meto. But alas I'm too afraid of the pain so I won't do it.

 

[Hopeindeath!]

I wish I could die naturally so very badly because, that would solve everything in my life. I'm scared to commit suicide, and I don't want to hurt my family by doing it. They would have an easier time grieving, if my death was out of my control like a terminal illness or something. I have an advance directive and a crypt so, I'm ready to go right now. If only.......

 

[Backwood_tilt]

I am afraid when the last of my materials finally arrive i will try to cop-out. I'm trying to set a deadline of 24 hours to CTB when the last ingredient is procured.

But practice makes perfect....so i am not that worried, ultimately.