Venting Holding me back

[waiting93]

Family is the only thing keeping me here. I don't want to hurt them but I suffer everyday and I have no quality of life. I'm in physical pain everyday, can't work. I'm honestly not depressed when I'm healthy but it's been years dealing with these health issues. I don't see myself getting better I've been to dozens of doctors. I have chronic pain, daily headaches/migraines, neck pain, sibo, probable CHS which is why I have to quit weed for good, even once a week makes me sick. I just don't want to feel pain anymore

 

[FuneralCry]

To me that sounds so dreadful, it really sounds like you've suffered a lot, it's so cruel to me how there's all this suffering in existing. But anyway I wish you the best.