Venting Hitting bottom

[Trisolaris]

This past month and a half I'm really deteriorating. I can barely eat, lost 15 pounds. I can barely focus at work and I don't know how I'll do the projects I need to finish. I'm not interested in anything. Can't even watch YouTube, movies, shows.
Only things that give me comfort is thinking about death and visiting this forum.
I hope I'll ctb in the next two weeks. A good opportunity should arise.

 

[NextSummer]

Sounds like a depression. It can get better, you might enjoy life again. Did you ever went to see a psychiatrist?

 

[Trisolaris]

I tried all kinds of meds. They're the reason I'm in this situation in the first place. I'm sick of them.

 

[k75]

I'm sorry. I know how bad this sort of thing feels. A few months ago, I could have written this post.

I'm not going tell you it's going to be fine, but maybe we can figure something out to help you feel a little better?

Are you on any medication right now?

 

[Trisolaris]

No, right now I'm not on any medication.

 

[k75]

Have you ever had your thyroid and vitamin D levels checked? If those are off, it can send you into the most dysfunctional depression. I know from experience.

 

[Trisolaris]

They're both fine.

 

[passenger27]

I hope things can get better for you but I know when you're depressed you don't want to hear things like that. Regardless, I agree about this site comforting you. It does me as well. Personally, I think SS is more therapeutic than seeing a therapist because people on here have lived through all this hell instead of going to school and reading a book on how to counsel mentally ill people so they can take your money. I'd rather talk to somebody who's lived it instead of learned it, I think that's why therapy never worked for me. But if this forum is one of the only things that gives you peace, please stick with it if you can. There's always somebody to talk to.

 

[TAW122]

I'm sorry that things are really shitty in your life, and whatever you choose to do between now and in two weeks' time, I hope you are able to find peace.

 

[Trisolaris]

I'm sorry that things are really shitty in your life, and whatever you choose to do between now and in two weeks' time, I hope you are able to find peace.

Thank you.