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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
444
If anyone's seen my most recent post(besides this one) forget it lol I think I'll give life another shot.

I have hopes and dreams and a promising future, I'm not gonna kill myself over some shitty parents.

I'm gonna try to at least stick it out for college and long enough to experience life when I can afford to get away from them. If anyone else is suicidal due to abusive parents, I can't force anyone to do or not do anything but, DON'T DO IT.

Suicide should be a personal choice that doesn't feel forced or pressured upon you by them. If you ctb it has to be for YOU, not just because they made you feel like you had no other option, even if you don't really want to die.

For anyone with toxic parents reading this, don't ctb until you've experienced life away from them. And if you do and then you still hate it(honestly kinda unlikely that normal life could be that much worse if you have bad parents, it seems getting away would be an improvement for most people), whatever you do after that is up to you. But please stay until then. I will do the same <3.
 
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ona

ona

my dms are opened if you want to talk
Apr 15, 2026
8
Glad to see you stick around, even if this is the first time we're meeting. I don't know what you've gone through with your parents but don't let them decide anything. Let living without your parents be the ultimate "fuck you" to them xD
 
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LilGhost

LilGhost

Shark
Apr 8, 2026
53
My congratulations, bro. You've got this 💪. Rlly happy for you
 
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SASU-KE

SASU-KE

Warlock
Nov 26, 2025
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You're the best OP,this is the way!
 
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sinnrr-sistrr

sinnrr-sistrr

le canva à ma lame
Apr 13, 2026
84
Awwww I'm really glad to hear things are looking better for you!! Keep us updated on your recovery alright?
much luv~✿
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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I'm glad you give life another chance and things are getting better for you!

Good luck!!! :heart:
 
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Hystearical

Hystearical

In tears
Jul 23, 2022
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I am glad you came to this resolution as you probably know.
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
444
Glad to see you stick around, even if this is the first time we're meeting. I don't know what you've gone through with your parents but don't let them decide anything. Let living without your parents be the ultimate "fuck you" to them xD
YESS THANK YOU!!! I can't let them win
I'm glad you give life another chance and things are getting better for you!

Good luck!!! :heart:
Things are not getting better in fact they've gotten worse but I've decided to give life another chance because letting my parents push me to suicide is just another way for them to have control over me and I'm sick of it. I have a good future I just need to get away from them.
Awwww I'm really glad to hear things are looking better for you!! Keep us updated on your recovery alright?
much luv~✿
I WILL!!! Sometimes I don't post because I think no one cares but if anyone wants updates it motivates me to recover :D
I am glad you came to this resolution as you probably know.
Thank you!!! This means so much to me.
My congratulations, bro. You've got this 💪. Rlly happy for you
Thank you!!! The road to recovery is rough.
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You're the best OP,this is the way!
Thank you!!! Love the gif
 
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anxiousdweller

God Tier Fumbler
Apr 10, 2026
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Good for you we keep rooting for you!!
 
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Remus72

Member
Apr 19, 2026
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Proud of you.. keep going, we're cheering you on!
 
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seeyoulater26

Member
Feb 22, 2026
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THE TITLE LOOOOOL
Congratulations!!!! I wish you the best!
 
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Shadows From Hell

Shadows From Hell

There's someone in my head but it's not me
Oct 21, 2024
650
Congrats! Keep moving forward, don't lock back, and take it one day at a time!
 
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bpdscared9

bpdscared9

scared kitty
Apr 21, 2026
116
Congratulations on this big decision. I'm glad you were able to re-think about your own worth and life besides your toxic family, you're also worthy of living a proper life away from them and also deserve a fresh start once again, it's never too late for that. I hope you have a safe healing journey, OP! 💝
 
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m3nhera

m3nhera

Still alive, just not active here sometimes so dw
Nov 23, 2025
444
Good for you we keep rooting for you!!
Thank you!!! You and everyone else who replied have no idea how much your support means to me
THE TITLE LOOOOOL
Congratulations!!!! I wish you the best!
Thanks!!! You too and LMAO it be like that sometimes, I get insane mood swings 😭
Congratulations on this big decision. I'm glad you were able to re-think about your own worth and life besides your toxic family, you're also worthy of living a proper life away from them and also deserve a fresh start once again, it's never too late for that. I hope you have a safe healing journey, OP! 💝
Thanks!!! Nearly impossible to heal in this house though
Congrats! Keep moving forward, don't lock back, and take it one day at a time!
Every day feels so heavy
Proud of you.. keep going, we're cheering you on!
Everyone under this thread is so sweet omg 🥹
 
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