Heroin CTB

[absolutethistime]

Idk she snorting for fun already. She been told thr method is unreliable as hell. Think its too late. Specially she stated she has no experience with heroin and just got it of some addicts. Unless I misread.
As a novice you csnt tell low purity junk from potent stuff anyway cause no reference point even shitty 5 percent heroin a bit of fent mixed with xome benzodiazepines they use to cut this shit to make more money ans market it as heroin will feel like a sledgehammer to a novice with no tolerance. On the way to becoming s user. Nothing else makes sense. If your planning your exict you dont wanna try and play around with heroin becuse it will keep yoi here since incentive for cbd will be gone. Makes you feel to good. Then again the fact she choose this method besides clearly knowing its a dead end for suicide she sought this out. Maybe im wrong. We will see. Good luck wither way. Heroin builds tolerance FAST. Every day using it for fun makes your tolerance higher and after a while you need 10 times the dose to be lethal for a tolerant system. . Just my uneducated guess. Dont get mad yall just how it be

You are right. I may have messed that up. I'll be posting a new thread soon I have a new idea.

I made a new post here

Detailing my possible new CTB method

 

[|nobody|]

ive considered this but what if there's an afterlife and now you're addicted to heroin in the fields of asphodel or something like that

This is a pretty funny image NGL, I've got a similar sort of thought.
I'm a lifelong deeply anhedonic type, always trying very hard to squeeze out whatever joy I can from this life like squeezing blood from a stone. What if while I'm feeling the ecstasy of a full gram of heroin up my ass I realize life is actually worth living, I just haven't experienced the Real joy that makes everything worth it because I'm not on heroin all the time? I've been on pretty big mdma rolls and they've been very simulating and pleasurable but not convincing. But I've never tried any substantial amount of opiates. I've got enough of an inheritance to just be a heroin junkie for a decent while (couple months or years) before killing myself, why not just rent a shack or RV somewhere and just be on heroin until I run out of money and put a gun in my mouth?

 

[ineedtogetout]

This is a pretty funny image NGL, I've got a similar sort of thought.
I'm a lifelong deeply anhedonic type, always trying very hard to squeeze out whatever joy I can from this life like squeezing blood from a stone. What if while I'm feeling the ecstasy of a full gram of heroin up my ass I realize life is actually worth living, I just haven't experienced the Real joy that makes everything worth it because I'm not on heroin all the time? I've been on pretty big mdma rolls and they've been very simulating and pleasurable but not convincing. But I've never tried any substantial amount of opiates. I've got enough of an inheritance to just be a heroin junkie for a decent while (couple months or years) before killing myself, why not just rent a shack or RV somewhere and just be on heroin until I run out of money and put a gun in my mouth?

Because the withdrawls are extremely terrffying and you cant trust it that youll be able to get out when withdrawl hits since si

 

[needtodienow]

Thank you but I will probably leave it unless it gets really bad.

I hate hospitals.

Hey there. Read your thread. I feel yr pain. If you want to talk let me know.