Method Heroin before hanging?

[Bapremp]

So, the day of my cbt is closing in and since i can't get a hold of a firearm, which is the route i would've prefered, or a fent overdose, which i can't get a hold of either, i will go by full suspension hanging. But the fear of not losing consciousness and hang there for several minutes in extreme pain until i eventually suffocate have made me consider snorting some heroin and wait untill it kicks in and then step of to hopefully take away most of the horrible pain on the throat and overall just numb me down, and who knows, maybe it will knock me out and i won't even have to feel the hanging part.

But then another worry emerge, and that is that nausea and vomiting isn't that uncommon from stronger opioids, and if i won't lose consciousness and my body starts to try ane vomit when the rope cuts of my throat/air supply, i quess that it would result in that the vomit would end up in my lunges, making those minutes untill i pass out from suffocating even worse/painful. So do you guys believe taking an antiemetic drug like promethazine an hour or so before the heroin would prevent this?

Another alternative would be alcohol, but not to the point were i get super drunk and dizzy, but it's not a near as potent painkiller as heroin. So how would you guys go about this? Odds are that the rope will cut off the blood supply to my head and make me lose consciousness in seconds, but then again, there's cases were this doesn't happen amd you just suffocate.

 

[innere]

Hi man. Same plane. I have Oxycodone for the passing out part. Probably you would lose consciousness in any case. I would just take strong benzos and snort it. Antiemetic can help, but the passing out would be quick. Hanging is lethal and you would lose consciousness within half minute. I admire who is able to do it without any drug. Personally, I wouldn't be able to do so.

 

[pleroman]

Same. Will need hardcore drugs for both the courage and the pain. The trick is getting the dose and timing right so you're not too disoriented to mess it all up.
Even for firearms I will need hardcore drug support cuz it's just so damn rough doing that to oneself.

 

[xandermax]

One of the issues with using heroin before ctb is the euphoria can make you feel so good you no longer want to ctb.

 

[innere]

One of the issues with using heroin before ctb is the euphoria can make you feel so good you no longer want to ctb.

Agree. You should set everything so that the only move available would be kick the chair. So you should bond your hands and so on. Get the dope, stand on the chair and when you'll be in an opioid bliss kick it, lose consciousness and fade into nothingness.