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un.exist

un.exist

peace welcomes with a grip of ice
Dec 25, 2025
99
Happy new years

To anyone else who made it to another year, my condolences.
 
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unluckysadness

unluckysadness

Enlightened
Jul 9, 2025
1,153
Holy shit another shitty year...
 
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boyafraid

boyafraid

Is life over yet?
Oct 27, 2025
69
This one will be the last one...is what I said last year lol
 
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FadingSnowFake

FadingSnowFake

Enlightened
Nov 25, 2024
1,827
Hehe, thank you, I guess, let's hope for a little less torture this time. At least we have SaSu šŸ™‚
 
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kunikuzushi

kunikuzushi

sause
Jan 24, 2023
624
new year, same torture (or worse)
 
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Terrible_Life

Terrible_Life

Warlock
Jul 3, 2025
712
Back in summer 2024 I would have never even thought about it that in January 2026 I'll still be here.
I think this a fear that many of us on sasu have its the fear that we'll never be able to ctb and will be trapped in his horrible existence.
I think I have no other choice I have to force myself to ctb unfortunately because I really hoped I could get some calmness before my suicide but no not for me , what a terrible life…..
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,117
It truly is another torture year and the suffering and torture of this dreadful, deeply undesirable existence is endless, all that this existence does is just cause harm and suffering with no limit as to how much one can be tortured and I'll just always prefer to not exist than suffer, there is no happiness in existing rather to me existence will always be the most terrible mistake that just causes pain and suffering, all I want is to never suffer again, for me non-existence is just all that's positive as every second is torture to be conscious, it truly is so horrific how much harm this existence causes with existing beings in agony every second.
 
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