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[Lostandfound7]

What sucks is he was talking to this Jess girl trying to say he wanted to talk to Sue, at 9:15pm..when his plan was for 9pm so i think he was trying to find a way to fix , but it seems like the last message from her was probably enough to cause him to take it bcuz he posted 9:20 that he drank it.. people don't understand what their words and actions can cause... and from a family that had already dealt with a suicide??? They obviously didn't learn anything from it!

Yes, exactly!!

 

[moonandstars]

What sucks is he was talking to this Jess girl trying to say he wanted to talk to Sue, at 9:15pm..when his plan was for 9pm so i think he was trying to find a way to fix , but it seems like the last message from her was probably enough to cause him to take it bcuz he posted 9:20 that he drank it.. people don't understand what their words and actions can cause... and from a family that had already dealt with a suicide??? They obviously didn't learn anything from it!

have you manage to get hold of her

 

[Alec]

I know you don't know me, but I've read your threads, and I will miss you so much, you are one of my favorite people here, and in the world I hope you found what you were looking for

 

[moonandstars]

I know you don't know me, but I've read your threads, and I will miss you so much, you are one of my favorite people here, and in the world❤ I hope you found what you were looking for❤

thankyou and i just need to end my life of suffering

 

[Living sucks]

thankyou and i just need to end my life of suffering

Alec was referring to @OldGod the OP.

 

[moonandstars]

thankyou and i just need to end my life of suffering

i do need to end my life of suffering slso

 

[Quarky00]

What sucks is he was talking to this Jess girl trying to say he wanted to talk to Sue, at 9:15pm..when his plan was for 9pm so i think he was trying to find a way to fix , but it seems like the last message from her was probably enough to cause him to take it bcuz he posted 9:20 that he drank it.. people don't understand what their words and actions can cause... and from a family that had already dealt with a suicide??? They obviously didn't learn anything from it!

Yeah we were just saying,

That family now has two suicides on their hands...

He wrote 'I want to own up' and Jesse refused to deny or confirm if Sue knows, avoided that repetitively and intentionally, saying 'won't talk' and 'betrayal' -- highly manipulative and very abusive. Crushed his spirit. I now understand why he accepted it as a done deal and came here (SS) with his mind made up, certain that everything is doomed. That's how they made him feel. He really sounded such a nice guy, he felt so bad about this, just wanted to own up (though he did nothing wrong really). This all make it such an awful thing. Yeah, she really 'pushed the button'.

Sorry, I do apologize.. best not to discuss member's personal life too much out of respect -- but he really sounded like a sweet sensitive caring dude, and this is so overwhelming and tragic.

 

[moonandstars]

Yeah we were just saying,

That family now has two suicides on their hands...

He wrote 'I want to own up' and Jesse refused to deny or confirm if Sue knows, avoided that repetitively and intentionally, saying 'won't talk' and 'betrayal' -- highly manipulative and very abusive. Crushed his spirit. I now understand why he accepted it as a done deal and came here (SS) with his mind made up, certain that everything is doomed. That's how they made him feel. He really sounded such a nice guy, he felt so bad about this, just wanted to own up (though he did nothing wrong really). This all make it such an awful thing. Yeah, she really 'pushed the button'.

Sorry, I do apologize.. best not to discuss member's personal life too much out of respect -- but he really sounded like a sweet sensitive caring dude, and this is so overwhelming and tragic.

sorry for the loss

sorry for the loss

i complete understand

 

[muffin222]

RIP

 

[Living sucks]

Let's pray someone found him and he has time to figure it out and can reconsider this.

 

[Depressed_7]

Let's pray someone found him and he has time to figure it out and can reconsider this.

Yes!!

 

[Yank]

Rip my frnd

 

[HelensNepenthe]

Rest in peace. May one of the moderators please close this thread? @Hasssssuùuu

 

[Nightwillalwayswin]

This was heartbreaking to read. I just wanted to say that I am so sorry, before the thread closes. So very sorry

 

[Deleted member 14177]

This was a heartbreaking read. RIP

 

[Fire&Ash]

Sorry guys can someone explain why he took Klonopin and sereuquel. It's also terrible that he felt pushed into this corner dang

 

[Living sucks]

Sorry guys can someone explain why he took Klonopin and sereuquel.

Didn't explain, no one asked, availability? Doesn't matter. He succeeded. All you really need is SN.

Can someone please close this thread?
@Hasssssuùuu @Meretlein
Thank you