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HitBlackVein

HitBlackVein

Member
Apr 12, 2023
44
I swear to god I will always find a way to be depressed about something. My family is not a problem anymore. They want to help me. But the problem is inside of me again, I am very unhappy with myself, with my looks and skills. And I have suicidal tendentions again so I catched a break for like one week. I hate myself so bad it hurts, I am developing an ed once again, everything feels so stressful and hard.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,858
That must be so tiring what you are going through, it's true that there is no real relief from suffering as long as one exists here. But anyway I wish you the best.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
13,209
Life is so much exhausting sometimes. I wish you all the best!
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
I'm so sorry. I wish you peace.
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

Warlock
May 27, 2023
718
I hope you heal from whatever you are going through and it's okay if you feel insecure about your looks even the most beautiful women/ men in the world have their own insecurities too. Skills are and can easily be developed… However, having said that I wish you the best when it comes to whatever you decide to do.
 
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DurkheimsCat

Member
May 27, 2023
57
I feel this. I am definitely leaning into my former ED and it's oddly comforting, further proving how broken I am.
 

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