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vetreadytodie1972

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Apr 4, 2024
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I attempted to CTB last Tuesday with meds I have already. Obviously I failed. I've been trying for months to get SN without success, so I'm stuck using what I have access to. My question is... what has a better chance of success: hemlock or oleander?
 
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Jun 27, 2024
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I attempted to CTB last Tuesday with meds I have already. Obviously I failed. I've been trying for months to get SN without success, so I'm stuck using what I have access to. My question is... what has a better chance of success: hemlock or oleander?
I looked seriously into both hemlock and oleander and it takes a long time, like a few days, if it's even successful, it's excruciating, and there's no protocol to go by. I want to really encourage you to not go that route.
 
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You would have to become a bit of a herbalist in order to execute a successful plant based solution. Many of the plants need to be harvested seasonally in order to have the proper amount of alkaloids. Then there's preparation like tinctures. With many plants after a certain point there's no standard for reversal. If it doesn't kill you, you will have to ride out hours of extreme discomfort and pain and who knows what kind of permanent damage.
 
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