HELP

[Susan Caswell]

Is anyone about im in the most terrible destressed way I cant go on any longer please someone help me tinnitus too much to bare I cant stand it any longer

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

My whole body is shaking but I am here for you.
I am hugging you.
We gonna be ok.
Is there something that you can do helps even a tiny bit?

 

[Susan Caswell]

My whole body is shaking but I am here for you.
I am hugging you.
We gonna be ok.
Is there something that you can do helps even a tiny bit?

Thank you no nothing only knocked out with sleeping pill and they not working now been on them 2 years 4 months. I am absolutely terrified and ive never been frightened of anything in my life I just so much want my life back when I think this just not come life would just be wonderful I cant get over how well I was I have always looked after myself ate well healthy always happy calm soul people live with this mild I can understand but not when its all you can hear I don't want to end up demented tortured soul I wish I could go now today be at peace its tragic I so valued life never thought be on here or have to contemplate taking my own life just thought we had happy years ahead of us doing all we planned im so ill I cant even get washed dressed I always looked best I could very particular with myself I look and feel horrific im frightened I go and jump now and don't die left crippled and just got deafening tinnitus wish someone knew how to stop this if only I could stand it but its not a little ringing its roaring my ears are vibrating such pain with the pounding everything is distorted I don't think anything going to help or save me now I wish id never touched any toxic meds they have all increased this and brought the hyperacusis Christmas Day and I want to die I pray and pray for a miracle I never could have seen me in this state I had wonderful life even the hard bits I was capable in dependant very calm the panic feeling of stuck like this is awful in itself thanks for being there for me xx

Hello there,

I totally understand you since tinnitus hunts me for a long time, and it's utterly annoying. I got used to it somehow and I know you are strong enough to at least find something else to focus while tinnitus attacks you.

Try to do some research about how to cure it or at very least how to cope with it. To be very honest, it didn't worked for me, but you should try.

Meditating will be a good start in curing this thing.

Much love,
Last Caress.

Ive tried everything possible top consultants tinnitus clinics and every alternative therapy known to man supplements vitamins you name it ive tried it ive spent thousands trying to get well this is more than annoying though its intolerable or I would be living keeping busy distracted could kick myself not keeping physically well the anxiety taken terrible toll but the noise is driving me clean out of my mind sorry you have it if only I could live with it stand it x

 

[KiraLittleOwl]

Thank you no nothing only knocked out with sleeping pill and they not working now been on them 2 years 4 months. I am absolutely terrified and ive never been frightened of anything in my life I just so much want my life back when I think this just not come life would just be wonderful I cant get over how well I was I have always looked after myself ate well healthy always happy calm soul people live with this mild I can understand but not when its all you can hear I don't want to end up demented tortured soul I wish I could go now today be at peace its tragic I so valued life never thought be on here or have to contemplate taking my own life just thought we had happy years ahead of us doing all we planned im so ill I cant even get washed dressed I always looked best I could very particular with myself I look and feel horrific im frightened I go and jump now and don't die left crippled and just got deafening tinnitus wish someone knew how to stop this if only I could stand it but its not a little ringing its roaring my ears are vibrating such pain with the pounding everything is distorted I don't think anything going to help or save me now I wish id never touched any toxic meds they have all increased this and brought the hyperacusis Christmas Day and I want to die I pray and pray for a miracle I never could have seen me in this state I had wonderful life even the hard bits I was capable in dependant very calm the panic feeling of stuck like this is awful in itself thanks for being there for me xx

Ive tried everything possible top consultants tinnitus clinics and every alternative therapy known to man supplements vitamins you name it ive tried it ive spent thousands trying to get well this is more than annoying though its intolerable or I would be living keeping busy distracted could kick myself not keeping physically well the anxiety taken terrible toll but the noise is driving me clean out of my mind sorry you have it if only I could live with it stand it x

This is indeed tragic, I don't know what you are going through because I never experienced it but I deeply sympathize with you.
Sometimes very bad things happen to good people for no reason.
I angry at your illness, angry at unfairness of this situation.
I wish a miracle will happen, I really do.

 

[Susan Caswell]

This is indeed tragic, I don't know what you are going through because I never experienced it but I deeply sympathize with you.
Sometimes very bad things happen to good people for no reason.
I angry at your illness, angry at unfairness of this situation.
I wish a miracle will happen, I really do.
❤

Thank you ive never been angry in my life but I am at this everyone thinks live with it manage it ignore it maybe you can if mild this is just too much they used noise as torture but not 24/7 this long they either broke or died I just could have taken anything at all but this something that left me with my calm mind and living eating I loved my food nothing tastes right or smells right or sounds right cant believe ive recovered from a terrible cancer when they only gave me 2 months to live and that was 40 years ago I was strong capable never frightened of anything im terrified how this will end up or just how much longer I can keep going the anxiety making me really physically ill I wish this on no one than k you for messaging I appreciate it wish I knew could go today so had all I can stand xx

 

[Sensei]

I can tell that you're really suffering. I can also tell that you're extremely wound up. When was the last time you slept and how long did you sleep?

 

[Susan Caswell]

I can tell that you're really suffering. I can also tell that you're extremely wound up. When was the last time you slept and how long did you sleep?

Ive not slept naturally since this started and no sleep for about 4 nights now and I needed so much sleep was a great sleeper don't know if I should take sleeping pill now and try and calm down but its only about 4 pm in afternoon but im exhausted but the noise is driving me to contemplate just going somewhere to jump im frightened I don't die and crippled or brain dead and still raging deafening tinnitus dear god this is immense suffering like I never knew possible x

 

[Sensei]

Ive not slept naturally since this started and no sleep for about 4 nights now and I needed so much sleep was a great sleeper don't know if I should take sleeping pill now and try and calm down but its only about 4 pm in afternoon but im exhausted but the noise is driving me to contemplate just going somewhere to jump im frightened I don't die and crippled or brain dead and still raging deafening tinnitus dear god this is immense suffering like I never knew possible x

The reason you're panicking now is probably that you haven't slept. No one can think rationally when suffering from such extreme sleep deprivation. I'm no doctor, but if you have a sleeping pill and you think it will help you sleep, I think you should take it, no matter what time a day it is. Your problems will not be gone when you wake up, but you will be able to think about them in a more rational way. So, do yourself a favour and try to get some sleep. We'll still be here when you wake up.

 

[Susan Caswell]

The reason you're panicking now is probably that you haven't slept. No one can think rationally when suffering from such extreme sleep deprivation. I'm no doctor, but if you have a sleeping pill and you think it will help you sleep, I think you should take it, no matter what time a day it is. Your problems will not be gone when you wake up, but you will be able to think about them in a more rational way. So, do yourself a favour and try to get some sleep. We'll still be here when you wake up.

Thank you the damn tinnitus is just pushing me to break point I cant stand it day after day deafening its just horrific x

 

[Sensei]

Thank you the damn tinnitus is just pushing me to break point I cant stand it day after day deafening its just horrific x

I understand it must be hell for you. But we can discuss that tomorrow. Now try to get some sleep. :)

 

[Scooby-Doo]

Have you tried The Tinnitus clinic. It's in UK and has positive reviews. Might be worth ringing or emailing even if your not in UK. Might be able to give you advice.

 

[BPD Barbie]

Tinnitus is horrible, I really feel for you. There are lots of us here to talk with, it really doesn't matter what time you sleep so long as you manage to get some. Everything feels so much harder to deal with when you're tired. Sending hugs and comforting thoughts

 

[yetme]

Is anyone about im in the most terrible destressed way I cant go on any longer please someone help me tinnitus too much to bare I cant stand it any longer

Hang in there!
Have you tried :
LDN (low dose naltrexone)?

 

[Susan Caswell]

Have you tried The Tinnitus clinic. It's in UK and has positive reviews. Might be worth ringing or emailing even if your not in UK. Might be able to give you advice.

Yes ive been they said I was too extreme to treat ive tried everything possible and spent thousands didn't care about the money just wish something could stop this or at least level I can stand thank you though

Tinnitus is horrible, I really feel for you. There are lots of us here to talk with, it really doesn't matter what time you sleep so long as you manage to get some. Everything feels so much harder to deal with when you're tired. Sending hugs and comforting thoughts ❤❤

Thank you I just cant stand this any longer im going out of my mind cant eat cant rest I feel demented its hideous millions have it me I have to go and get it so extreme and I don't even know why x

I understand it must be hell for you. But we can discuss that tomorrow. Now try to get some sleep. :)

I seem worse than yesterday even why how this is just getting louder and louder I feel so ill and so demented x I cant go on this way cant wait for Switzerland how can I go now this is dementing me out of my mind and my ears hurt so much with the pounding why me this all was great really great lovely life I was so well xx

 

[Scooby-Doo]

That's disgusting considering the massive impact this has on your life. Just to say can't do anything for you, yet they advertise their best at dealing with this. I'd keep going doctors and telling how bad you are with it. You obviously can't keep going on like this and I think if I was in your awful position I'd want to go deaf but then would that work. I wish I could help you but you should be getting some kind of support helping you get treatment.

 

[Susan Caswell]

That's disgusting considering the massive impact this has on your life. Just to say can't do anything for you, yet they advertise their best at dealing with this. I'd keep going doctors and telling how bad you are with it. You obviously can't keep going on like this and I think if I was in your awful position I'd want to go deaf but then would that work. I wish I could help you but you should be getting some kind of support helping you get treatment.

Thank you tried everything possible theres no cure for tinnitus but people live with it happily but its usually mild don't hear it 24/7 liveabale with masked by every day sounds the hissing has never bothered me id have coped with that no problem I have never even classed it as tinnitus it never stopped me doing anything I just don't know why this is so extreme I can find no one in the world with it like this they all live with it just annoying but this beggars belief day after day so loud my ears are moving and pounding with the volume the constant pounding no human can live with noise like this in your own ears its horrendous I can do pain I have ive had many operations but this no let up no quiet no peace no calm if I could just stand it its louder than workmans pneumatice drill don't know how my ears can be amplifying like this seems impossible I cant believe how I was who I was so well so healthy and happy I just had wonderful life and bang this from nowhere ive no clue what set this off if few hours few weeks but 2 years 5 months and worse and worse louder and louder I cant bare it knocks me sick I loved my food nice glass of wine I cant eat anything id rather be deaf ive asked them to make me deaf but they said id still have the deafening noise id have taken any other condition on the planet but this in your own ears never stops I cant believe what id be doing just living normal happy life like I was all good wish someone could make this stop x

Hang in there!
Have you tried :
LDN (low dose naltrexone)?

I don't think I can hang on much longer and ive no sleeping pill for tonight had to take 2 last night to get some sleep non left awake allnight listening to this will finish me off this anxiety body jerking is too much never mind the tinnitus its that loud louder than workmans drill how has this happened from just nowhere I don't get it all was good I was healthy happy calm busy capable independent loved looking after others x