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[Elle]

I can't do this anymore I really can't - please someone kill me . I had enough I'm just useless. All I can think about is when I was r@ped. Fuck. I just want my life to end I really fucking do

 

[I_want_to_sleep]

It saddens me to hear that you feel this way. I hope you get the peace from this world you clearly desire so much. What you're going through sounds unbearable.

 

[Elle]

It saddens me to hear that you feel this way. I hope you get the peace from this world you clearly desire so much. What you're going through sounds unbearable.

Thank you! I don't know how much more I can take, I'm not feeling suicidal I just can't cope - ygm?

 

[letmegetout]

I'm so sorry to hear this my dm is always open if you want to chat x

 

[Elle]

I'm so sorry to hear this my dm is always open if you want to chat x

Thank you so much, same goes ml x

 

[Kera]

I am very sorry :( Are you in psychiatric care?

 

[Elle]

I am very sorry :( Are you in psychiatric care?

I'm not in a psych ward no!

 

[I_want_to_sleep]

Thank you! I don't know how much more I can take, I'm not feeling suicidal I just can't cope - ygm?

I totally get you I'm not suicidal like I've been in the past but still can't feel like I can carry on like this. It's an odd and crushing state of mind and it feels like there is nothing I can do. I hope your life soon changes for the better.

 

[Elle]

I totally get you I'm not suicidal like I've been in the past but still can't feel like I can carry on like this. It's an odd and crushing state of mind and it feels like there is nothing I can do. I hope your life soon changes for the better.

Thank you - I can agree and relate so much *hugs*

 

[Kera]

I'm not in a psych ward no!

It doesn't have to be a psychiatric ward. No. I mean mental health counselling with a psychologist, therapist, psychiatrist or socio-medical service. That is the first step.

 

[Elle]

It doesn't have to be a psychiatric ward. No. I mean mental health counselling with a psychologist, therapist, psychiatrist or socio-medical service. That is the first step.

I have DBT sessions, I have approximately 4 weeks left!

 

[Kera]

I have DBT sessions, I have approximately 4 weeks left!

Cheer up, you'll make it! I wish you much success and a speedy recovery

 

[Elle]

Cheer up, you'll make it! I wish you much success and a speedy recovery

It's not as easy as just 'cheering up'

 

[Kera]

It's not as easy as just 'cheering up'

Hmm, I know it too well. I can't hear all the wise advice anymore. But you have to believe in yourself! It's bloody hard work. If you don't do anything, you won't get better. On the contrary, you don't want to.

 

[Elle]

Hmm, I know it too well. I can't hear all the wise advice anymore. But you have to believe in yourself! It's bloody hard work. If you don't do anything, you won't get better. On the contrary, you don't want to.

I never said I didn't want to get better - I literally working with the support I've been given so

 

[Kera]

I never said I didn't want to get better - I literally working with the support I've been given so

No, that came out wrong. The last sentence failed. I work with google translator. Sometimes he translates something else. I meant you don't want it to get worse for you.

 

[Elle]

Nein, das kam falsch heraus. Der letzte Satz ist gescheitert. Ich arbeite mit Google Übersetzer. Manchmal übersetzt er etwas anderes. Ich meinte, du willst nicht, dass es noch schlimmer wird.

I only speak English.. sorry

Just translated it, yes that's true. I don't want to get worse! Sorry i misunderstood

 

[Kera]

I only speak English.. sorry

Just translated it, yes that's true. I don't want to get worse! Sorry i misunderstood

I had edited the previous post into English again. Sometimes it doesn't work here with the translation either. I wish you all the best. Life has so many beautiful things to offer. But it's not a wishful thinking!

 

[Elle]

Ich hatte den vorherigen Beitrag noch einmal ins Englische redigiert. Auch hier klappt es manchmal mit der Übersetzung nicht. Ich wünsche Ihnen alles Gute. Das Leben hat so viele schöne Dinge zu bieten. Aber es ist kein Wunschdenken!

Life does has beautiful things and moments, we just have to go find those memories. Thanks for the support my love

 

[Kera]

Life does has beautiful things and moments, we just have to go find those memories. Thanks for the support my love

Very much

 

[Elle]

Very much

How are you today?