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amber0011
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- Aug 24, 2025
- 5
I'm going through with it this weekend. I cant take life any longer. I bought 75 feet of 12 mm paracord. Im unsure where to hang from though. My family will be gone for most of the day. But Im trying to decide if I can pull off a full suspension hanging in a hotel. I really have no clue what I'm doing, all I know is I want it to be over. I'm making my mother by beneficiary of my bank Friday. I have no energy or strength anymore, its been a long hard battle. 5 hospital stays in a year. Im exhausted and my situation is hopeless. Please help guide me on where and how I should do this.