Help please

[Pointlesslife]

I want to put together a method to have on hand to use at any time, but the problem is I think I'm half retarded and don't have the mental capacity to do this. My feeling of retardation is one of the reasons for me wanting to ctb. I don't want to live in a mentally handicapped state my life. Please help me with this.

 

[Stillnotsure]

My best advice is that you research the methods and threads listed. Pick what speaks to you.

 

[Jodes]

I want to put together a method to have on hand to use at any time, but the problem is I think I'm half retarded and don't have the mental capacity to do this. My feeling of retardation is one of the reasons for me wanting to ctb. I don't want to live in a mentally handicapped state my life. Please help me with this.

I can't give you advice about methods. How urgent is this for you? I hope at you'll feel more free to give life another go, and I say that because some people do, once they've found a way out. I feel your dispair. And FWIW, I'm glad you told us your "why" - I can say that it's not fair to put yourself down like that. I hope you feel equal here

 

[Pointlesslife]

I can't give you advice about methods. How urgent is this for you? I hope at you'll feel more free to give life another go, and I say that because some people do, once they've found a way out. I feel your dispair. And FWIW, I'm glad you told us your "why" - I can say that it's not fair to put yourself down like that. I hope you feel equal here

I do want to give life a chance after having a method.