Help me

[mentalhealthfighter]

I'm seriously considering CTB by Train. I wanted to go for euthanasia but i'll have to wait so long and follow all kinds of therapies. I can't get SN or N because my mom will catch me. So all i have left is train. Does someone have any thoughts for me?

 

[houseofleaves]

1. Don't jump in front of train, you'll just mess everything up.
2. Don't do it in a subway.
3. What is your SN situation? Why can't you buy it?

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

1. Don't jump in front of train, you'll just mess everything up.
2. Don't do it in a subway.
3. What is your SN situation? Why can't you buy it?

I cant buy it because my mom prevents me from doing so. i live with my mother, im 21 years old.

 

[houseofleaves]

I cant buy it because my mom prevents me from doing so. i live with my mother, im 21 years old.

Which country? (not an idle question)

 

[Hope:-)]

That's not a peaceful method. I know the feeling though- I was thinking of taking sn on it's own because I just wanted to get it out the way and not wait around trying to score meds, but that is foolishness. How old are you? If you're young...and I know you don't want to hear this...but give yourself a little more time. Wishing you the best X

 

[befree]

You are 21. So you can rent a post office box at the post office or a mail service such as MBE. You can have the SN delivered there. If you need a source, send me a PM. I would not recommend to post where you live.

 

[[HNO]]

it's possible to decapitate yourself with a tram just dont act suspicious before it aproaches to you to avoid premature halt and chauffeur meltdown. subj had explained in the first chapter of the master and margarite, check a gap between a tram corpus and railway if it's wide enough for head you kno

 

[FuneralCry]

I could never have the courage for the train method, to me it sounds so horrible. You are lucky to at least have the option of euthanasia, but I understand being desperate to leave and being unable to wait. I hope that in whatever happens you find relief from your suffering. I wish you the best.

 

[mentalhealthfighter]

Which country? (not an idle question)

Netherlands

You are 21. So you can rent a post office box at the post office or a mail service such as MBE. You can have the SN delivered there. If you need a source, send me a PM. I would not recommend to post where you live.

this could actually work. I think I'm gonna wait to do this

 

[Szinuus]

SN could be delivered to the parcel locker, then CTB in some abandoned place with your phone that'll be tracked by police, who'll find your dead body.

 

[Euthanza]

It's catch the bus, not catch the train, however just don't throw yourself under the bus, duh. I wish you get on the ride.

 

[Un-]

I'm not saying you should do it, but what I am saying is that I'm tired of people acting like anything that isn't SN will fuck you up guaranteed. Yes, there's a chance that you'll survive. But if you're hit by a metal barrage a while before it slows down at a station, you won't live. You will not survive. And depending on what's hit first, you'll die nearly instantly. There's probably more information some place on the forum, but it pisses me off.

It's like the whole gun thing (I'm sorry for derailing your thread). If you know what you're doing and you're pointing the barrel in the correct direction, you WILL NOT survive. Most people that do survive don't know what the fuck they're doing. They just copycat what they see broadcasted on television.

Not everyone has the privilege of SN, or N. Not everyone has the resources and time to make hanging work. Sigh. I hope you find peace.

 

[befree]

Netherlands

this could actually work. I think I'm gonna wait to do this

SN shipped to NL, no problem !

Another idea to make it more anonymous and safer because of your mother would be to rent an address at MBE Germany or Belgium near the border and pick it up there.

Belgium:

MBE | Printing & International Shipping Service in Belgium

Take advantage of a full range of printing and international shipping services in Belgium and around the globe. MBE works with SMEs and individuals worldwide

mbebelgium.be

NL:

Koerier-, post- of logistieke diensten via Mail Boxes Etc Venlo

Op zoek naar koerier-, post- of logistieke diensten? MBE Venlo bezorgt uw pakket op een snelle en veilige manier naar elk punt van de wereld.

mailboxesetc.nl

Germany:

Mail Boxes Etc. Germany

We offer services in the areas of packaging & shipping, graphics & printing, warehousing & fulfilment.

www.mbe.de

 

[Willthishelp?]

SN shipped to NL, no problem !

Another idea to make it more anonymous and safer because of your mother would be to rent an address at MBE Germany or Belgium near the border and pick it up there.

Belgium:

MBE | Printing & International Shipping Service in Belgium

Take advantage of a full range of printing and international shipping services in Belgium and around the globe. MBE works with SMEs and individuals worldwide

mbebelgium.be

NL:

Koerier-, post- of logistieke diensten via Mail Boxes Etc Venlo

Op zoek naar koerier-, post- of logistieke diensten? MBE Venlo bezorgt uw pakket op een snelle en veilige manier naar elk punt van de wereld.

mailboxesetc.nl

Germany:

Mail Boxes Etc. Germany

We offer services in the areas of packaging & shipping, graphics & printing, warehousing & fulfilment.

www.mbe.de

Hi Befree ik wil je graag even spreken maar kan geen contact met je opnemen. Zou jij mij kunnen contacten? Dank