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Stan Swiftie

Stan Swiftie

Student
Apr 3, 2025
102
I posted this morning about wanting to die in my sleep, asking y'all if you could give me a method that would work.
I received 0 replies!
I'm gonna kill myself. No question about it. I know sleeping pills don't do shit, but make you sleep, so that's out.
I thought about jumping from the roof of the hotel I work at, but I doubt 5 stories is high enough to kill me, so that's out.
Now, I'm leaning towards leaping or laying in front of an Amtrak.
But I really wanna die in my sleep.
Is there a method that will work for this?
 
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Michi_Violeta

Michi_Violeta

why couldn't it be me?
Feb 3, 2025
515
Hey there! I know it can be frustrating when you're new and people don't reply: don't take it personally, we're all a bit on edge these days because a lot of suspicious new accounts have popped up while the UK government is attacking this community. Maybe try participating some more, listening to people or just playing the silly games in the Offtopic session, people will be more open once you know you're not an Ofcom plant.

As for your question, yes, sleeping pills don't do shit and 5 stories isn't enough. I live in a 5 story building and have considered it half my life, but there's a very high chance of surviving with long-term consequences. We can't tell you specifically "Hey, do this, do that", it's against the rules and the spirit of this website, but there's a very valuable resource pinned on this section of the forums, three letters and the current year. It has considerable information about possible ways of dying in your sleep.
 
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rs929

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Dec 18, 2020
785
I had to google what an Amtrak is. Seems to be a train. I think it's not a good idea as you'll leave the driver traumatized, plus you might survive with very severe lesions and end up in a worse situation.
Do you have anyone that can help you through this rough patch? Family, friends?.
Researching a suitable method will take time, so I hope you can somehow feel a little bit better in the meantime. We all wish there was a button you could push and just disappear, but it doesn't exist.
 
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locked*n*loaded

locked*n*loaded

Archangel
Apr 15, 2022
9,598
The only way I know that someone could die inorganically in their sleep is by carbon monoxide (CO). It kills many sleeping people each year during Winter due to plugged-up chimneys and faulty furnaces. How you could purposefully make that happen is another matter.
 
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Droso

Droso

Born, survive, reproduce, die.
Dec 23, 2024
257
I'd recommend you keep interacting with the community more to access the search feature. Then you can look up methods.
 
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Stan Swiftie

Stan Swiftie

Student
Apr 3, 2025
102
I'd recommend you keep interacting with the community more to access the search feature. Then you can look up methods.
My will is gonna be finalized on 4/23.
I'm killing myself that weekend.
Is that enough time to be able to look up methods?
I had to google what an Amtrak is. Seems to be a train. I think it's not a good idea as you'll leave the driver traumatized, plus you might survive with very severe lesions and end up in a worse situation.
Do you have anyone that can help you through this rough patch? Family, friends?.
Researching a suitable method will take time, so I hope you can somehow feel a little bit better in the meantime. We all wish there was a button you could push and just disappear, but it doesn't exist.
Amtrak is out too. Well shit!
I've been single since my ex-wife left me nearly 23 years ago. I'm 50 now. I simply can't deal with being alone anymore. Only my parents love me. But sometimes love's not enough. And I'm just done. The funny thing is... I believe with all of my heart & soul that I'm going to Hell when I die... And I'd just rather be there.
 
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Forveleth

I knew I forgot to do something when I was 15...
Mar 26, 2024
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It is worth saying that telling someone how to directly kill themselves is against the rules here, hence why you did not get a reply. We do have plenty of resources if you want to do some research. You can start here:
 
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Stan Swiftie

Stan Swiftie

Student
Apr 3, 2025
102
It is worth saying that telling someone how to directly kill themselves is against the rules here, hence why you did not get a reply. We do have plenty of resources if you want to do some research. You can start here:
I'm sorry, I'm new here. I thought that was the purpose of this site. Makes sense that you can't do that. Here or anywhere. This isn't the dark web... W/E that is. Anyways, thank you.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
47,962
I just want to cease existing peacefully as well, I wish there's the option to just fall asleep permanently and never suffer ever again as all I hope for is non-existence, it's all I personally see as desirable, I hope you find the peace you search for, I wish you the best.
 
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