Help Help I cannot find a place to hang myself

[Johnzaga23]

I came back to my parents home for the holidays, and im trying to find a place to hang in my hometown. Theres no forest nearby, only a river with some trees alongside, ill see if theres a secluded spot there. But anything like abandoned buildings, electic pylons idk. I cannot think of anything I'm retarded. My subconsciousness is acting against me and tries to stop me from actually commiting. Then theres a bridge that is 30m tall and is a last resort for jumping. I dont know im really falling short guys. My brain is working against me. Dont be shy to help.

 

[Lo$t95]

I feel like the most important thing is it's isolated. Just need something that can hold a bit more than your weight and 30 minutes of seclusion. That's it really - helps not to overthink it.