Help finding painless way to go

[eimdia]

I'm new here and glad I found this site. Now I can keep on faking being ok to people and at least have somewhere to talk about what I'm really feeling.

I have been searching for the most painless way to pass on. I read a lot about P and wondered if that is still an option anywhere. I have thought a lot about many different methods and I think I am too scared of anything unless it involves drifting to sleep.

I have been abused by everyone for my whole life and just want peace. :( please help me

 

[ksp]

i'm sorry for the suffering in your life

i've been searching for the most painless ways to exit, for a couple of months

not sure what you mean by 'P', but if you're thinking about N (which is Nembutal, or Pentobarbital) you will not find it anywhere - there is a global shortage, and anyone offering it, is a scammer

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this is my current list of painless methods; the top 3 (after N) are very hard to get:


Peaceful Suicide Methods (more details in another post)

Method	Peacefulness	Reliability	Availability
Nembutal	100 %	100 %	not available
Carfentanil	100 %	100 %	street
Fentanyl	100 %	100 %	street
Heroin	100 %	100 %	street
Nitrogen	100 %	100 %	legal
Carbon Monoxide	100 %	100 %	legal
GHB	100 %	70 %	dark web
Propofol	need info	need info	need info
Sodium Nitrite	70 %	70 %	legal (?)
Nigh-Night	need info	need info	100 %
Tourniquet	need info	need info	100 %
Hanging	need info	need info	100 %
Bleeding	need info	need info	100 %
HyperVentilation	need info	need info	100 %

hope this helps

 

[FuneralCry]

I think that if I knew an answer to this I would be long gone at this point. I wish for the same thing more than anything, but the unfortunate reality is that we exist in a society that denies us the option of peaceful ways to exit, and suicide really is something that is potentially very complicated and difficult. Sadly, I believe that only those who are very fortunate die such a peaceful death, and it's just so incredibly unfair how things are this way, as it certainly sounds so ideal just never waking again and being able to sleep for all eternity. All that anyone can do with methods is do their own research and once you have a few more posts on here you will be able to access the search function.
I wish you the best of luck.