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Death is my goal

Death is my goal

pathetic failure
Aug 25, 2022
471
I'm really struggling with this

SN isn't allowed in my country
don't have access to firearms
jumping is terrifying to me
hanging is a tricky one and I don't live alone which makes it even harder
can't do CO poisoning either

not being from the US limited my methods by a lot

the issue is that I'm not picky who looks for a painless.. i just don't have access to them in the 1st place
i don't mind some pain as long as i die, nothing can top the pain from living.

I went through the resource compilation and couldn't a method..

I need help with this, i have to die.
 
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nyapoka

nyapoka

talking to myself
Aug 16, 2023
20
Could you get Sn delivered through the black market maybe?
im so sorry youre going through this ): <3
 
Stormy Raine

Stormy Raine

Quietly counting down the days, hours, minutes..
Apr 7, 2023
372
I wish I knew the answer because if I did I would have been left. I can tell you pills do not work as I have tried them several times. Best wishes to you and I'm sorry.
 
Holu

Holu

Hypomania go brrr
Apr 5, 2023
556
I'm really struggling with this

SN isn't allowed in my country
don't have access to firearms
jumping is terrifying to me
hanging is a tricky one and I don't live alone which makes it even harder
can't do CO poisoning either

not being from the US limited my methods by a lot

the issue is that I'm not picky who looks for a painless.. i just don't have access to them in the 1st place
i don't mind some pain as long as i die, nothing can top the pain from living.

I went through the resource compilation and couldn't a method..

I need help with this, i have to die.
I always believe it's a bit gorey, and possibly traumatizing, but getting ran over by a train is something I've seen a fair bit of posts over from people in a similar situation where methods are difficult.

Aside from that, iirc there are guides to ODing on the resource complication. If not maybe search for some.
 
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bluebus

meet me at the back of the blue bus
Aug 5, 2023
424
I'm really sorry about your situation. Life can be so cruel and painful.
What country are you in? If you don't want to share that's okay. It would help to know at least what region of the world you're from. There are many ways to ctb, even with limited resources. I wish you didn't have to be at this point, but unfortuanley that's what drove us all here. Wishing you the best of luck and sending love and peace.
 
soviet_connection1

soviet_connection1

Member
Aug 9, 2023
32
I'm really struggling with this

SN isn't allowed in my country
don't have access to firearms
jumping is terrifying to me
hanging is a tricky one and I don't live alone which makes it even harder
can't do CO poisoning either

not being from the US limited my methods by a lot

the issue is that I'm not picky who looks for a painless.. i just don't have access to them in the 1st place
i don't mind some pain as long as i die, nothing can top the pain from living.

I went through the resource compilation and couldn't a method..

I need help with this, i have to die.
Seppuku
 
befree

befree

Time to do more enjoyable things _____Goodbye_____
Mar 22, 2022
2,587
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
35,469
I really wish there is a straightforward way to leave, it's so horrible to me how suicide is purposely made so inaccessible. But anyway I hope that you eventually find the freedom you so desperately wish for.
 

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