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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
234
Hey all,

I've been consecutively in hospital for over 14 months. I was sectioned right after I entered hospital, and have been under 3 section 3s so far. It's a fucking nightmare; I just want to leave this fucking world. Holy shit why do people go through all this pain the extend my life when my fate is sealed? (Section 3 is a UK detainment for people with mental health issues, it lasts 6 months, but can be renewed infinite amount of times)

Sorry for my language, but holy - I want to go asap and I got no idea what to do at this point. By the looks of things I'm probably going to be in hospital for another 6 or so months. I can't do that, I want out.
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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That sounds terrible, I was on a section 3 earlier this year. Did you appeal?
 
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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
234
That sounds terrible, I was on a section 3 earlier this year. Did you appeal?
Yeah I appealed twice and had 3 (or possibly more I can't remember) trials. I'm sorry to hear that happened to you. I've been in hospital for over a year don't these idiots realize that my mind is set on suicide. Smh ffs
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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Yeah I appealed twice and had 3 (or possibly more I can't remember) trials. I'm sorry to hear that happened to you. I've been in hospital for over a year don't these idiots realize that my mind is set on suicide. Smh ffs
What are they proposing to do? Do you usually live with family?
 
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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
234
What are they proposing to do? Do you usually live with family?
They don't want me to commit suicide; which is urgently what I need to do. Usually I live alone and with my family recently.
 
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Walilamdzi

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Mar 21, 2019
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They don't want me to commit suicide; which is urgently what I need to do. Usually I live alone and with my family recently.
If they know that, they will keep you there I guess, what do you say to them in ward round?
 
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ningaman151

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Jul 28, 2018
234
If they know that, they will keep you there I guess, what do you say to them in ward round?
I'm always positive and happy vibes around staff. But I spend a lot of time in my room which raises a red flag.
 
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lonelygirl66

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Mar 13, 2020
55
That sounds like something I would hate. Be strong. I know it's easy for me to say that because I am here but be strong. Try to use the time you have there to make plans and lie to them always and say you feel good. Then they may not extend the section 3. Good luck.
 
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