heeeelp

[n031]

I cant wait for sn, i need to die asap. i think i can partial succesfully. But id rather drink the salty water and die pacefully. Idkkkk. ALSO need to overcome SI i just need to tell myself repeatedly that I need to die bcs some part of me still thinks I have a chance in life hahaaahaha pathetic. Im sad bcs sometimes is fun and hearing from you and other people whos not retarded like me feels good but you know.... If only i could be one of you

I love you all

Also, I dont know if leaving notes. Ideally Id like to but Im so tired and Im so pathetic that maybe its better to just go. And nobody cares. And the people who care I dont care about them. Looool

 

[LukaParrot]

If you're not sure about leaving notes, maybe you have something you care.

It's not pathetic to think that about life.

When you gather everything you need for SN, I think you gonna agree with me on something, it's feels very reliefing, brings some sort of strange peace, just dont rush... after all, you're in charge of your life.