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waiting93
Member
- May 25, 2023
- 60
Just tired of dealing with poor physical health... whether its post concussion syndrome from many hits to the head.. neck pain from trauma, ibs, sibo and gastritis pain like no other like there's just always something , I can't just be healthy and stable for a long period of time. I want to have a life, my body just continues to make mine a living hell. If I didn't have my dad supporting me, I would of been gone a long time ago. The only thing holding me back is how much he's supported and been there for me while my body continues to shut down on me. I'm just tired of fighting and want to be symptom free. I want to escape this endless suffering, I can't keep living like this much longer. My mom is fed up with it and wants me to move out , and never has any empathy for me. I am educated I have two degrees, I am just not well enough to work and support myself and at this point, I don't know if I ever will be. I continue to grow older, I am now 25 and am trapped in misery with no improvement in sight. I'm a burden and don't know where to go from here. I am not going to ctb today and probably not in the next few weeks, but if I don't get better physically, I unfortunately don't see any other option.