Help Having a big heart fucking hurts and I can’t do this anymore

[HorribleFeelings1]

I just want to leave so badly, I'm so fucking tired of my life, I'm done, I'm fucking done. But I hate hurting people, I hate hurting my family, friends and even you guys. And I makes me breakdown, everything in my life is falling apart, I'm tired of trying and I'm done. I just can't. I want to cry so much, I can't, I want to be alone and cry. I just want to be gone. Let me cry, been bottling up every single thing in me, never said a word and now I can't

 

[deadpixels]

Ever since you made that post about being emotionally held hostage, this thought have been echoing on my mind and I realized that there are some people who hold me hostage as well.

 

[your pathologist]

Not wanting to hurt people is killing me, I understand

 

[faust]

I was thinking about others too much, more than they were thinking about me. Like a hungry slot machine player I was putting in my resources like time, going all-in but it never payed out. Now I am thinking more about myself. There are not too much time left.