Venting Have you had a moment where if you had a shotgun by your hand you'd seriously just blow your brains out?

[HadItAll]

Having such moment right now. :)
I fucking absolutely hate where I'm at in life right now

 

[Darkover]

a few times in my life have been in so much pain that blasting my self with a shotgun would of been a huge relief

 

[FuneralCry]

I would fear that method just going wrong somehow and leading to damage. But I guess that if I had one it would at least be an option as a way to leave. I know that if I had a method like N I would be long gone at this point though, to me there is nothing that is more ideal than finally exiting this world in a peaceful way.

 

[HadItAll]

I would fear that method just going wrong somehow and leading to damage. But I guess that if I had one it would at least be an option as a way to leave. I know that if I had a method like N I would be long gone at this point though, to me there is nothing that is more ideal than finally exiting this world in a peaceful way.

I want to get my hands on N so bad, just so fucking bad.

 

[Geronimo]

Been there, 5 years ago, sitting in my parent's room, just holding it. It's crossed my mind for years, and I'm glad I didn't take that route due to the mess it would've caused, and the trauma I would've put my family through seeing what's left of me there. There's better options for when my time does actually come, and I'm willing to wait to make those reality.