Good Bye (I hope)

[thatisitguy]

As I posted before, I believe I am in serious legal trouble.

I was coming home from the store and saw people who you don't want to see at your place. Had I been there a minute earlier then there's no way of telling where I would be right now. I am in a safe place. I've been struggling regardless and you don't prepare as much as I have if you think things will work out. I've had it good, very good. I've seen my life on a downward spiral for awhile and reached a point where death is preferable. So I took my blues and am waiting for it to hit me and take me out. There's no way out of it. I spent the last two hours pondering and accepted that this is the best choice for me.

I don't think I have much time left. I wish things could had been different but it is what it is. My only hope this works. I will be shocked if it doesn't.

 

[maniac116]

I hope you find peace & never suffer again

 

[thatisitguy]

I hope you find peace & never suffer again

Thank you

I started taking blues and then testing my urine to ensure it contain fentanyl. I took more than 40 blues. I can honestly say that I have reached a level of happiness that is so great that it's unfamiliar. It's not the drugs. It's the realization that (hopefully) this is the end of my suffering and there is no going back to what has been done. I wish I could had done this on the weekend instead of midweek. But I am in a wonderful, quiet, beautiful, safe place.

 

[rozeske]

Sorry it had to come to this. I hope you find your peace.

 

[SVEN]

Best wishes for a peacefull, tranquil and gentle sleep. Rest well.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace.

 

[Avelyn]

Good Bye, I hope you find your peace

 

[TinyGuy]

Goodbye I hope it's painless and peaceful

 

[attheend13]

As I posted before, I believe I am in serious legal trouble.

I was coming home from the store and saw people who you don't want to see at your place. Had I been there a minute earlier then there's no way of telling where I would be right now. I am in a safe place. I've been struggling regardless and you don't prepare as much as I have if you think things will work out. I've had it good, very good. I've seen my life on a downward spiral for awhile and reached a point where death is preferable. So I took my blues and am waiting for it to hit me and take me out. There's no way out of it. I spent the last two hours pondering and accepted that this is the best choice for me.

I don't think I have much time left. I wish things could had been different but it is what it is. My only hope this works. I will be shocked if it doesn't.

I wish you peace I hope the other side is a warm hug.

 

[thatisitguy]

Sadly I failed.

I can only imagine how bad my hangover will be today. I cannot believe I took all those bills and I'm alive. I guess I need to upgrade my method. It's amazing how hard it is to off yourself.

On the plus side, I am still in a safe, peaceful, quiet serene place. I know that I can go through with ending my life. I am really proud of myself. Another plus side is not having to give a fuck anymore.

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best, I hope you find peace from the suffering.

 

[mfjajs]

How did you fail?

How long u needed to pass out? What happened after taking sn?

Visit some doctor.

 

[thatisitguy]

How did you fail?

How long u needed to pass out? What happened after taking sn?

Visit some doctor.

I didn't take SN. I took 40-some fentanyl pills, 10 norcos and a few perocets. I don't know why it didn't work. I didn't pass out although I did get sleepy.

 

[maniac116]

Sorry your plan didn't work out but you can now rethink your plan & tweak it to work next time.
And remember, you only have to succeed once.
Peace & love

 

[nasigoreng99]

I didn't take SN. I took 40-some fentanyl pills, 10 norcos and a few perocets. I don't know why it didn't work. I didn't pass out although I did get sleepy.

I'm sorry you failed, my friend.
I really hope you will be succeed in your next attempt so you don't have to suffer anymore.

 

[legoshi]

I didn't take SN. I took 40-some fentanyl pills, 10 norcos and a few perocets. I don't know why it didn't work. I didn't pass out although I did get sleepy.

Man what! Maybe something saved you for a reason. Maybe you got a great life ahead of you and those legal troubles you are stressing over will pass. You are built different bro, you can handle those legal problems man.