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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
Has anyone ever gotten the motivation to do something fun with people, but then got turned off by the idea of dealing with people? I'm there right now. A part of me WANTS to socialize. But, people have proven to be ass. Most of them, anyway. I don't know. I'm just bored. Does this happen to anyone else?
 
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PoisonedOxygen

Member
May 20, 2023
76
I feel very similar with an addition of my trust issues, I'm scared to form relationships because feel like everyone stabs my back.
 
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MrDarkness

MrDarkness

Left sasu, to improve my life
Jun 18, 2023
1,066
I feel very similar with an addition of my trust issues, I'm scared to form relationships because feel like everyone stabs my back.
Very relatable, I'm scared of telling people personal things cause I'm afraid they will use it against me
 
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leavingsoon99

I'm at peace... Finally.
Mar 16, 2023
721
Very relatable, I'm scared of telling people personal things cause I'm afraid they will use it against me
That's why I'm often very closed. People love to get to know me just to hurt me.
 
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Parasitic

Parasitic

Tew
Jun 16, 2023
34
That's why I'm often very closed. People love to get to know me just to hurt me.
Sadly it happens far to regularly, I used to have the optimistic thing of maybe this time will be different but currently maybe 2 out of 100's have proven to be good
Has anyone ever gotten the motivation to do something fun with people, but then got turned off by the idea of dealing with people? I'm there right now. A part of me WANTS to socialize. But, people have proven to be ass. Most of them, anyway. I don't know. I'm just bored. Does this happen to anyone else?
I have been in this situation and the way I view it, is it going to be anything personal? Or do people have the chance to be an arse? If not and its just going to go and have fun I would say go for it, you never know you may have a blast. You gotta try to enjoy yourself when the opportunity arises, stay reserved best you can. Either way I wish you the best!
 
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BleedingHeartofPain

Member
Jun 19, 2023
10
Yup. I originally planned on going out tonight for one last hoorah, but I don't want to be around a bunch of people. Plus I don't trust anyone so I'm just going to chill by the river and drink
 
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Zegers

Zegers

Enlightened
Dec 15, 2021
1,758
I would like to socialize but the juice not worth the squeeze.
 
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delusionalgirl

delusionalgirl

I have my ticket. Awaiting my journey
Jun 17, 2023
194
Since I'm a couple states away from everyone it's been easier to not do anything. The few people I know I here I've blown off a lot especially last couple weeks. Hell I don't even go to the store.
 
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The anhedonic one

Dead inside
May 20, 2023
1,069
I'm suffering from loneliness and am completely alone in this dreadful world. I would love to have a partner and friends but I have been hurt way too many times for no good reason. So therefore I have major trust issues and don't think I will ever bother with people again IRL.
 
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crimson blue

My demons haunt me
Sep 29, 2022
90
I would like to be more sociable but I have a hard time trusting people
 
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Forever Sleep

Earned it we have...
May 4, 2022
14,690
I'm usually the reverse to be honest. My knee-jerk reaction is to say 'no'. Then, on the day of the event, I feel kind of weird- like- should I have gone?
 
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isthisit?

The name's Cedrik
Jun 23, 2023
183
Has anyone ever gotten the motivation to do something fun with people, but then got turned off by the idea of dealing with people? I'm there right now. A part of me WANTS to socialize. But, people have proven to be ass. Most of them, anyway. I don't know. I'm just bored. Does this happen to anyone else?
Yeah, it's too exhausting having to deal with people.
 
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