This is what i am currently doing. I Wake up , watch some porn , check my non existent messages on dating sites , freshen up, eat crap, then pc is on and its youtube / reddit/ this site/ movies/ games /checking non existent dating site messages/ Porn in bed and read some reddit ask reddits and interesting stuff and then sleep rinse and repeat except for gym 3 days a week at morning. This is my life for many years now, im just distracting until i find a method and some money to buy the tools.
what a depressing existence, why don't you build a better life?
Nymph
he/him
- Jul 15, 2020
- 2,561
Yeah I would but unless you live with your parents or someone who's gonna pay rent then you have to get money somehow. Gotta go to fucking work and suffer just so we can survive. I would like to live like what you described because it actually sounds pretty good to a person who has anxiety and is an introvert but that's not gonna b possible in the future when I move out from my parents. (I'm gonna die before I move out lol)
I'm still in education so I live with my parents but if I wasn't studying they'd force me to go to work or move out
I'm still in education so I live with my parents but if I wasn't studying they'd force me to go to work or move out
i have a legit micropenis , no women will want me sexually and find me attrative . i am also 33 and no work experience i cant drive and was always bullied and made fun of due to my penis and social anxiety etc
mate theres more to life than women and driving.
just work part time and spend the rest of time doing things for yourself i mean real things not indulging media.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
Sure it may be the only thing some people can do. They are lucky to have parents to support them so they can be a NEET in relative comfort. As for your micropenis, why do men with that condition so often want to announce it? I mean, it's a problem sure but it's a private part of the body, if you see what I mean. This is a public space. You don't hear women publicly stating unhappiness with the size of their labia for some reason. Yet I know some women are very upset with this.
I know it's not unusual for men with micropenis to seek out prostitutes who are good at role playing where they humiliate and laugh at and debase the man's penis size, for money. I've wondered how this condition goes along with a desire to be humiliated over it.
Do you have depression and that's why you don't take a more active approach to trying to improve your life?
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part time doing what?
i want to experience women and love and sex imo its the most important thing in life, sex and love is life the world revolves around those.
Men tend to make their penis size the focal point of their problems in life...too big and they whine, "no woman wants to sleep with me because I got a Mandingo". Too small and they cry, "no woman wants to sleep with me because it looks like a tic-tac." Maybe some of these men shouldn't go after women who make penis size a focal point of dating a man? I don't think I could ever be a NEET, I would kill myself over boredom and letting myself stagnate.
its my reason for suicide , if you had this and had to go through what we go through you would understand. labia size is not vital to sex and the woman will still be seen as valid and attractive. a penis in a man is what defines a man, i am sexually disabled and seen as undesirable . you should not tell guys what and what no to speak about and what affects them, i will very welcome and help women or men with body issues.
how do i find these women? i am on dating sites but they ghost upon discovery.
TheSomebody
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- Sep 28, 2020
- 283
Its a meaningless advice that will not make anyone better.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
I'm just pointing out that I know for a fact men with micropenis want to be known to have that condition by the general public. I've wondered why. A few months ago one posted a picture of his micropenis. It's a drive to show the world his micropenis and it seems to be a universal trait for some.
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TAW122
Emissary of the right to die.
- Aug 30, 2018
- 7,224
It seems like what you described is just LDARing (Laying Down And Rotting) until the end of time, essentially a slow suicide. Much like what Nymph said, one still has to go out to work and/or someone get income in order to sustain one's basic needs (unless they are dependent on another person, such as parents, relatives, good friends, etc.).
On that point too, @Nymph I'm in a similar boat now as well. While I'm still in school, it sorta acts like a mini-facade so that my parents won't be hounding me day to day on getting a job or doing something productive.
On that point too, @Nymph I'm in a similar boat now as well. While I'm still in school, it sorta acts like a mini-facade so that my parents won't be hounding me day to day on getting a job or doing something productive.
I weep and cringe for any man that thinks like this....for real. I'm guessing Bill Gates and Warren Buffett are wielding giant monsters in their trousers to get where they're at. Internet has warped your frame of mind, gotta live a bit to see that a penis doesn't define man's worth, and that no woman who values a man's penis is worth your time to begin with.
@Meditation guide I don't think I ever came across a woman who openly discusses that her labia looked like this....
theres a variety of reasons , i just answered as to why i dont have any confidence. some guys just feel its been a secret for so long and they want the world to know so it isnt shameful anymore, like with other body issues it can be seen but a micropenis is a handicap that has to be kept secret but when ucare anymore. also maybe he wanted medical advice, mental help, to provide evidence so people didnt think he was trolling etc theres many reasons why guys speak about it , to a man its the absolute worst fate, id rather have cancer or aids or never been born.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
Or maybe women don't want a man who announces his penis size immediately in the first conversation. That's a red flag, as is an older man immediately announcing a s soon as you meet him that he has Viagra. I've had that happen.
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Yes this is exactly what im doing youre so right , except when i get money i will either buy a handgun or a shitload of heroin and a syringe.
demuic
Life was a mistake
- Sep 12, 2020
- 1,383
It is hard enough to find a meaningful existence in the monotony and madness of modern society, I don't see the need to be a "productive" citizen in society when society does not even support you in turn and kicks you to the curb the second you have any problems. Especially if you are just spending the time until you CTB.
ThrownAwayTom
Experienced
- Oct 3, 2020
- 276
I wish I could do what you described in your post OP, but I continue to work 35 hours a week at a super stressful job purely to pay for the weed and booze I need to make it bareable. Catch 22!
Edit: Yo I commented before I realised we were all talkin 'bout dicks,
Edit: Yo I commented before I realised we were all talkin 'bout dicks,
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i did not start this thread speaking about my micropenis look up i simply answered why i gave up hope in life when someone asked. you have no right to tell somebody what not to speak off and what causes them to be suicidal im sorry my reason for suicide isnt good enough for you but i dont care about you so you can block me simple you seem to want to men who have body issues to be silenced i will not be silenced by you , if you can never empathize with this situation so please block me or ignore me.
the other side isnt always greener, i wish i had a normal life .
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Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
Are you the same guy who posted a picture of your micropenis? If not then sorry, it's just something that keeps recuring here occasionally, someone talking about their micropenis. I'm not name calling you so please stop calling ME names.
id date a woman like that or even without a vagina, my penis size has made me more accepting of body issues .
Donk
Useless since day 1
- Jan 3, 2020
- 1,128
Less than 7cm is the medical lingo on it. Some guys will say that anything less than the average is a micro.
TheSomebody
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- Sep 28, 2020
- 283
The pornography industry and society in general put a lot of pressure on men regarding the size of their penis. And why can't he vent about it? If this is a problem that is causing him so much suffering, then he have rights to vent about it. Whether it is cringe or not for you, this is irrelevant.
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
yep 7cm or under
i reported you for invalidating my mental health issues and body issues and my reasons for suicide , read the faq. you should not tell someone their reason for suicide is invalid , or tell someone what or what not they can speak of, read the rules. get off my thread you selfish woman.
Donk
Useless since day 1
- Jan 3, 2020
- 1,128
My friend is curious. Give him a break
Meditation guide
Always was, is, and always shall be.
- Jun 22, 2020
- 6,082
I guess I'm just used to guys with this problem actually being ones who get off on discussing it at length preferably in public and it actually is victimizing others in a subtle way. Maybe not all do this but a lot of them do. If you are genuinely posting then not a problem. I can state my opinions too.
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Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
- 1,873
I've lived as a NEET for many, many years and I hate it, and always have. I find it miserable, monotonous, boring, and lonely, however, I know that you (or others who have experienced it) may feel differently, it's just my personal experience and feeling of it. I really would love to be busy and doing things - when I dream about my ideal life, I'm not just sitting in my room, I'm established and achieving things, and happy about it. But I can't seem to muster any passion or will to do anything. It's not clear if there's even a path that exists that ends with me actually being happy.
I'm studying atm, because it reached a point where things became desperate and I felt like I had to choose to do something, because I had spent so many years doing absolutely nothing and spending 24 hours a day in my bedroom, going insane. But studying hasn't made my life feel any more worthwhile, and I only really chose to do it for prestige/financial reasons anyway. The problem is that it seems like without a degree, the available jobs are pretty much just retail, care home, or warehouse, none of which I like the sound of very much (I know there are other things but these three seem to come up the most, by far). I would maybe be ok with warehouse work but I worry about the physical demands/costs of it. I don't drive either so I can't do any driving jobs, and that also limits what jobs I can even apply for based on location. And now it even seems that degrees aren't very valuable and you need even more to "impress the employer" (god I hate that phrase, makes me feel like a circus animal or something). Though there's no alternative, the competition of job hunting is still disgusting to me. I applied and interviewed a few times for several positions but I've had a really shitty experience every time, I get violently anxious and never really pass the interview stage.
It's bizarre in a way, but the very fact that one must work or else they suffer, is something that offends me on a really deep level. I find something tyrannical about the fundamental narrative of life of "you can't get x unless you do y" which is a result of the cause-effect nature of reality, and for some reason I can't seem to reconcile with it, emotionally. All in all, I'm just tired of not knowing where I need to go or what exactly I need to do that will finally make this existence feel like a blessing instead of a curse. I have neither the energy nor the courage to try out people's recommendations for a better life, and it feel like at this point I'm just so full of resentment that I don't even want to try. I often hear that "you have to just persist and keep trying" and I think this is absolutely true but I just don't get motivated by it. When I fail in anything I get really upset, and that is disastrous, because failure is inevitable in this life. To live happily it seems you must be perfectly content with failure, which I'm not. I will hold a grudge about a failure for years or even decades after it happened. The whole concept of effort and reward is just so fucked up in my head in a way I can't even put fully into words.
Why didn't happiness come to me? Why am I always told/is it truly the case that I have to toil away for it? These are questions I so badly want answered, yet I'll almost certainly die with them being unanswered.
I'm studying atm, because it reached a point where things became desperate and I felt like I had to choose to do something, because I had spent so many years doing absolutely nothing and spending 24 hours a day in my bedroom, going insane. But studying hasn't made my life feel any more worthwhile, and I only really chose to do it for prestige/financial reasons anyway. The problem is that it seems like without a degree, the available jobs are pretty much just retail, care home, or warehouse, none of which I like the sound of very much (I know there are other things but these three seem to come up the most, by far). I would maybe be ok with warehouse work but I worry about the physical demands/costs of it. I don't drive either so I can't do any driving jobs, and that also limits what jobs I can even apply for based on location. And now it even seems that degrees aren't very valuable and you need even more to "impress the employer" (god I hate that phrase, makes me feel like a circus animal or something). Though there's no alternative, the competition of job hunting is still disgusting to me. I applied and interviewed a few times for several positions but I've had a really shitty experience every time, I get violently anxious and never really pass the interview stage.
It's bizarre in a way, but the very fact that one must work or else they suffer, is something that offends me on a really deep level. I find something tyrannical about the fundamental narrative of life of "you can't get x unless you do y" which is a result of the cause-effect nature of reality, and for some reason I can't seem to reconcile with it, emotionally. All in all, I'm just tired of not knowing where I need to go or what exactly I need to do that will finally make this existence feel like a blessing instead of a curse. I have neither the energy nor the courage to try out people's recommendations for a better life, and it feel like at this point I'm just so full of resentment that I don't even want to try. I often hear that "you have to just persist and keep trying" and I think this is absolutely true but I just don't get motivated by it. When I fail in anything I get really upset, and that is disastrous, because failure is inevitable in this life. To live happily it seems you must be perfectly content with failure, which I'm not. I will hold a grudge about a failure for years or even decades after it happened. The whole concept of effort and reward is just so fucked up in my head in a way I can't even put fully into words.
Why didn't happiness come to me? Why am I always told/is it truly the case that I have to toil away for it? These are questions I so badly want answered, yet I'll almost certainly die with them being unanswered.
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