VivaldiBR
Experienced
- Oct 4, 2020
- 249
I met a person and I don't like her so much, but due to my current state of self-esteem, I can't end this relationship. Of course, I know how unethical and selfish it is, but I've never felt this codependency before. I think depression makes you more dependent. Its the first time in my life that I am not feeling able to end a relationship.
I am afraid of being alone and worsening my depressive state and increasing the possibility of CTB. It's like this relationship is one of the few things that keeps me alive.
But at the same time it is excruciating to be with a person you don't love just because you are afraid of being alone and the consequences about this.
I am open to opinions. But, please, don't judge me. I know how shameful this is.
I am afraid of being alone and worsening my depressive state and increasing the possibility of CTB. It's like this relationship is one of the few things that keeps me alive.
But at the same time it is excruciating to be with a person you don't love just because you are afraid of being alone and the consequences about this.
I am open to opinions. But, please, don't judge me. I know how shameful this is.