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noname223
Angelic
- Aug 18, 2020
- 4,993
I cannot remember the last time I donated something. I am extremely anxious about poverty so I am very selfish concerning money issues.
But I think also the way I was raised influenced me. My parents thought stuff like donating only was a facade or charade. Like going to church.
They were idiots and I am sure I undertook some world views which I am not self-aware about.
I make gifts to my friends. But only when they have birthday. Sometimes they tell me I don't have to give them anything because they know my extreme anxiety about poverty.
I once gave a present to my friends when I was delusional. I thought they would be angry on me and demanded it. This was not true but my paranoid brain thought that.
Mabye I should consider to donate my organs when I die. There is some misinformation about it on the internet. But I read some things which concerned me. I won't repeat what I have in mind it could be wrong.
When I was a child I donated stuff. But my mom made negative comments about it. At christmas, or cloths that did not fit anymore. Not exactly donating but I bought stuff which/whose (?) revenue went to charity. Lol. This sentence broke my thinking ability.I hope you get what i wanted to say. It is late and I need some sleep. I struggle to sleep well recently.
But I think also the way I was raised influenced me. My parents thought stuff like donating only was a facade or charade. Like going to church.
They were idiots and I am sure I undertook some world views which I am not self-aware about.
I make gifts to my friends. But only when they have birthday. Sometimes they tell me I don't have to give them anything because they know my extreme anxiety about poverty.
I once gave a present to my friends when I was delusional. I thought they would be angry on me and demanded it. This was not true but my paranoid brain thought that.
Mabye I should consider to donate my organs when I die. There is some misinformation about it on the internet. But I read some things which concerned me. I won't repeat what I have in mind it could be wrong.
When I was a child I donated stuff. But my mom made negative comments about it. At christmas, or cloths that did not fit anymore. Not exactly donating but I bought stuff which/whose (?) revenue went to charity. Lol. This sentence broke my thinking ability.I hope you get what i wanted to say. It is late and I need some sleep. I struggle to sleep well recently.