Have you even been this depressed

[oooobeeeeii]

Like, so depressed u cant get of bed even if u want to, cant eat even if u want to etc.
Thats me rn. So hungry, wanna go and make a sandwich, cant. I cant sit on my chair and watch my friend play games. Ill go brush my teeth and sleep. This life is unbearable.

 

[pickajack]

Yes. It's the worst. You're thinking of the right things though. Getting some food in you can make difference sometimes, even if it's something stupid, like beans out of the can. Kudos on brushing your teeth. Even if you can only manage a few simple things like this it's worth it.

Wishing you the best and sending you encouragement.

 

[oooobeeeeii]

Yes. It's the worst. You're thinking of the right things though. Getting some food in you can make difference sometimes, even if it's something stupid, like beans out of the can. Kudos on brushing your teeth. Even if you can only manage a few simple things like this it's worth it.

Wishing you the best and sending you encouragement.

Thank you so much, it means a lot.

 

[blacksand]

yes all the time.

 

[lovesickness]

Right now I'm trying my hardest to be functional, but at my worst I would starve the entire day, stare at the ceiling blankly or cry my eyes out until I couldn't anymore. At night I would become ravenous and start eating whatever was in the fridge, usually some raw veggies. Sometimes I wouldn't even have any food left. I didn't even use the internet to pass the time. My hygiene was okay, except for my teeth, because I wouldn't brush for weeks at times. I still have depressive periods where I fall back into this pattern.

 

[WorthlessTrash]

I do the opposite in regards to eating. I eat to distract myself from my troubles.

 

[Jezzibell]

Like, so depressed u cant get of bed even if u want to, cant eat even if u want to etc.
Thats me rn. So hungry, wanna go and make a sandwich, cant. I cant sit on my chair and watch my friend play games. Ill go brush my teeth and sleep. This life is unbearable.

Yes. I've been so low that I go months without brushing my hair or bathing. I sit dead still and just stare. I cant wait to get back into bed to just sleep. Xxx

 

[stermc]

I wake up already dreaming of the time I will be taking my sleeping pills.

 

[Strawberries]

I wake up already dreaming of the time I will be taking my sleeping pills.

Same

 

[AerialBoundaries]

Mine got so bad that I lost 15lbs in less than 2 weeks, a couple of months ago. I couldn't eat, sleep, or get out of bed. I was staying awake for days at a time and only getting an hour or 2 of sleep when I did eventually crash out.

I don't even know what caused it to worsen so suddenly like that. I was an emotional wreck throughout, when I'm usually stoic. I was considering just hanging myself on the metal bar in my walk in wardrobe with a belt.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

I've basically spent a couple years, just laying on the couch… I have no motivation to do anything other than eat … sometimes I will go days without taking a shower… Hoping I will somehow disappear

 

[unnormal9]

Ever been? I am.

 

[52yoandmiserable]

Only on days that end in "y", for the last 36 years.

 

[NambaSutra]

I am more depressed and anxious than I have ever been in my life. I'm the opposite instead of not getting out of bed I just lay there barely able to sleep. My anxiety is off the charts. I have all these weird triggers that make me angry or anxious including family members. I can barely concentrate on anything including basic stuff like TV shows. I'm in terrible shape and I don't see any way out.

 

[Klophy]

Yeah, i'm a mess. Pretty sure i've made it to a year without showering, days not moving from my bed, not eating just stuck in this weird anxiety ridden mess. I've been like this for so many years my mind feels like so jumbled.

 

[CTB Fella]

Like, so depressed u cant get of bed even if u want to, cant eat even if u want to etc.
Thats me rn. So hungry, wanna go and make a sandwich, cant. I cant sit on my chair and watch my friend play games. Ill go brush my teeth and sleep. This life is unbearable.

Ironically, all I've been able to do is get up to brush my teeth or go to the toilet, then get back into bed.

No energy.

No incentive.

No desire to try.

 

[Zegers]

Sometimes i don't feel like eating, but do it anyway, showering and brushing teeth i usually do, i guess depression affects me more in things like being listless and barely leaving the house, avoiding sunlight, being a vampire and living at night

 

[wtg]

Like, so depressed u cant get of bed even if u want to, cant eat even if u want to etc.
Thats me rn. So hungry, wanna go and make a sandwich, cant. I cant sit on my chair and watch my friend play games. Ill go brush my teeth and sleep. This life is unbearable.

I was 2 years ago