Have to postpone my suicide

[hopelessgirl]

Was gonna hang myself tomorrow. Almost did it today because the urge is so strong.
But then my boyfriend is suddenly not working tomorrow so I have to wait till Tuesday.
I have been wanting this since 2016 and my brain just can't handle the pressure to be in this flesh prison anymore. I can feel it. There is literally no energy or fucks left in my brain to go on anymore.
Any tips on how to survive till Tuesday? It feels like torture to stay till then
Maybe i can make him go out a couple of hours so I can do it

 

[Siamese Believe]

Try to find anything you can gain the slightest bit of pleasure from if possible, could be literally anything. Helps me a little bit. I've been trying to stay alive longer to see more content.

 

[hopelessgirl]

Try to find anything you can gain the slightest bit of pleasure from if possible, could be literally anything. Helps me a little bit. I've been trying to stay alive longer to see more content.

Ok I will try thank you for the advice. Sorry to hear you're suffering too

 

[seedofnonduality21]

Dear, box breathing exercises and 478 breathing.....some sort of breathing exercises may help. Also, have a look at practices to re-set the Vagus Nerve, for instance -

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learning to reset it can make big differences in ones state of anxiety. If your able to postpone suicide or have to, keep doing breathing exercises - nadi shodhana alternative nostril breathing (always make sure you can have a few minutes quietness afterwards to let the system settle). These huge solar flares bombarding Earth right now will likely make our bodymind systems feel more unsettled. breathing exercises can be very helpful for this. Also, if possible - a bit of cannabis?