I have everything i have aimed to get.. I have my own business, Have money in the Bank, and according to society's standards i should be "Happy" but i am not. I have been battling depression for a number of years and have tried to take my life several times via OD on various pills which i was brought back twice. Some people just do not understand depression is a fucking wicked illness that is in the back of your head like a ghost that haunts you everyday. I just do not know what to do anymore. I am in therapy which does help sometimes but she just gives good warm surface level advice that never works long term. I am a 25 year old male who has never had a GF and honestly i just can't take being alone anymore. I am so tired of fighting it I really am.
I plan on making another attempt sometime this year, maybe sooner then later... I am just fucking tired. Everyday feels the same, i feel like a robot going through the same processes everyday and its so tiring. I just want to be done with it all..
Anyway, i suppose this is just a rant to get my thoughts out but FUCK an i done with this world.
I plan on making another attempt sometime this year, maybe sooner then later... I am just fucking tired. Everyday feels the same, i feel like a robot going through the same processes everyday and its so tiring. I just want to be done with it all..
Anyway, i suppose this is just a rant to get my thoughts out but FUCK an i done with this world.
