-FrozenRobot-
Let me go...please
- Jul 27, 2021
- 218
I really hate being here with the people around me. As I've mentioned in my previous posts, I really love life BUT just not this one I'm currently living. I absolutely hate it and I've decided to end it before it gets too much. I have started saving up to buy good quality SN and Anti emetics. Plus if I fail in my attempt my parents are threatening me that they'll relocate far away. So I must get it right this time. I have no option left. My peers are calling me a moody ***** for being a person with bi polar and I'm usually quiet around people so they keep asking me why I'm so weird. It's really tough living like that. I've figured out how my future would look and I don't want to live to see it. I know it's going to be really horrible. Sometimes I think of stupid things like jumping out of the building and I'm scared I might do it one day. It's getting harder every single day. I just want to leave this world peacefully. I don't have another chance to CTB. I get only one. I need something that'll work for sure. I've tried partial hanging and I was saved too soon (It was actually successful...if I wasn't saved, I wouldn't be here today) My next try is SN. I really wish my SN from IC is pure and works magic on me. Heh, Let me get to a better place.
I also want to know if SN from IC is really pure because I read a post saying that their stuff from IC didn't work. So if you have any idea...help me out there.
Thanks in advance.
I also want to know if SN from IC is really pure because I read a post saying that their stuff from IC didn't work. So if you have any idea...help me out there.
Thanks in advance.