I hope to kill the part of my self that is still happy when I die I hate that part of my self.
I can never have the satisfaction of being fully suicidal
My life limbo between everything
Why can't I be like funeral who "concept of happiness doesn't exist".
I can never decide on anything
Important
My dream is for a god to take me away because if they asked I would break down because I don't know even tho this is the thing I want most
Why can't I have Dante's version of limbo where your forever alone in imortality
If someone wants told me that they would kill me I would say no because I want to kill myself
But I can never kill myself because I'm
I used to feel emotions that were beyond happyness beyond sadness
Those are gone now
It's like the story (scp) where a man drinks the best drink in the world and then wants to kill himself because life isn't worth living without it
It's either my hell goes on or move to another one life and death
sry.
I can never have the satisfaction of being fully suicidal
My life limbo between everything
Why can't I be like funeral who "concept of happiness doesn't exist".
I can never decide on anything
Important
My dream is for a god to take me away because if they asked I would break down because I don't know even tho this is the thing I want most
Why can't I have Dante's version of limbo where your forever alone in imortality
If someone wants told me that they would kill me I would say no because I want to kill myself
But I can never kill myself because I'm
I used to feel emotions that were beyond happyness beyond sadness
Those are gone now
It's like the story (scp) where a man drinks the best drink in the world and then wants to kill himself because life isn't worth living without it
It's either my hell goes on or move to another one life and death
sry.
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