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Rosevelt

Rosevelt

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Mar 26, 2023
18
I'm such s fucking loser ,i had a fight with my special person and I just i can't even word things properly,college sucks ,ppl suck and I'm an asshole ,i just i wanna die i wish i could just kill myself rn i hate myself so much ,wtf is wrong with me.
 
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belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

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Jan 10, 2025
42
Life is the real loser here. It always has a way of ruining shit again and again.

You can find the strength to rise up against it and cut it short. As I say, you can strike a blow for freedom amidst life's oppression.
 
Rosevelt

Rosevelt

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Mar 26, 2023
18
Life is the real loser here. It always has a way of ruining shit again and again.

You can find the strength to rise up against it and cut it short. As I say, you can strike a blow for freedom amidst life's oppression.
As in cutting the rope before it strangles me further?
 
belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

YonKaGor Enjoyer
Jan 10, 2025
42
As in cutting the rope before it strangles me further?
Basically.
It's like logging out of Minecraft right before you get killed by a mob. Take your life before life takes you.
 
Rosevelt

Rosevelt

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Mar 26, 2023
18
Basically.
It's like logging out of Minecraft right before you get killed by a mob. Take your life before life takes you.
I didn't really come here to hear that. I know maybe you meant it in a certain way, but right now I'm not looking for reasons to give up.I'm desperately trying to find one to hold on. What you said just made me feel worse. I needed support, not something that makes letting go sound easy.
 
belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

YonKaGor Enjoyer
Jan 10, 2025
42
I didn't really come here to hear that. I know maybe you meant it in a certain way, but right now I'm not looking for reasons to give up.I'm desperately trying to find one to hold on. What you said just made me feel worse. I needed support, not something that makes letting go sound easy.
My bad. I'm sick as a dog rn and can't think straight.
If you really want to do better, this may not be the place for you. I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just being honest.
 
Rosevelt

Rosevelt

Existing
Mar 26, 2023
18
My bad. I'm sick as a dog rn and can't think straight.
If you really want to do better, this may not be the place for you. I'm not trying to be rude, I'm just being honest.
Thanks for the honesty. I know people here are hurting in their own ways, but I guess I just hoped for a space that could hold that pain without making it feel heavier ,I'm trying my best to not give up just yet atleast for my mom(it's hard but I'm trying.) and I hope you feel better soon.
 
belowaveragefish

belowaveragefish

YonKaGor Enjoyer
Jan 10, 2025
42
Thanks for the honesty. I know people here are hurting in their own ways, but I guess I just hoped for a space that could hold that pain without making it feel heavier ,I'm trying my best to not give up just yet atleast for my mom(it's hard but I'm trying.) and I hope you feel better soon.
Don't concern yourself with my unhappiness. If you really want to stick it out, I'm sure you can find places on your own.

Good luck
 
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