Hate my existence

[downndone2]

Started new job thus week and still want to wholeheartedly die. I have a little more financial hope but my heartbreak and anxiety completely remains

I wish I could snap my fingers and undo all my mistakes I made. I'll never get past what I did and therefore I need to grab myself by the balls and end this miserable existence I am in

 

[orca87]

Sounds so relatable

 

[FuneralCry]

I do understand that it really can be so awful and tiring feeling trapped in an existence that you hate, there certainly is no relief from suffering in this world and it's very unfair how all those who wish to be gone cannot just pass away peacefully without struggle. Life is just so unnecessarily cruel.

 

[JudasIscariot]

I relate wholeheartedly. There are so many mistakes I wish to absolve. A job, while securing a sense of financial stability, is not an all-fixer despite what some pro-lifers would reiterate. It is so cruel to birth babies just for them to mature miserably. I'm sorry for all of your pain. I hope your job goes well and that you can at least distract yourself a little.

 

[anxious_depressive]

Hi .

I'm sorry to hear about how you feel.

I think you did a great job of finding the strength to go out to work !
I hope all will be well .

Hugs

 

[ForeverLonely82]

life is truly a incarceration for a crime that wasn't commited.