Has loneliness become your friend?

[lofticries]

Loneliness to me is more like a possessive abusive lover.

 

[HelloHell]

Loneliness is my only real friend

 

[LifeQuitter2018]

I have been alone mostly my whole life and I'm fine with that, as long as I have means to cope, such as internet, oversleeping, fapping, comic...

 

[insanedoomer]

I have been alone mostly my whole life and I'm fine with that, as long as I have means to cope, such as internet, oversleeping, fapping, comic...

we are all alone most of our lives , only by others realisation of movement we can share ourselves until we are not alone , we share , that is pain the constant movement of the part of second so it is be love a me and you , go and come movement and pain we are into it and in it trying to escape it a time is you you god you don't exist until yr eyes realise it movement in time then you ask space about time where i am , where is god ?

 

[Bullit]

Does talking to my bottle of SN count as a friend?

Yes,if it answers back!

Haha I think it does!
I guess I'm not friends with SN yet. You know, I'm still waiting for "him" lol.

Thats funny. Did you ever hear of the "Don Juan" books? They were big among college boys and hippies and space cadets in the 70s. They told the story of Carlos Castaneda,a college professor from Los Angeles who through a series of events,comes to study Yaqui Indian religion.
At one point he and other students are given "mescalito," and wait for " him"to give them a wise message about life. Kind of like your DMT!
Now if we say SN is a spirit from the other world,what message might he bring? Times up???

 

[Bigpink]

I like and don't like being alone. There is a freedom that comes with it, at other times I think it would be good to share experiences with others. But I'm quite unlikeable so that's just how it is. I was lonely in a marriage too.

 

[filthyrottendirty]

I'm subhuman so being around people is uncomfortable for me and the other person. I've gotten use to being lonely but sometimes I do enjoy socializing irl.

 

[Green Destiny]

I miss my friends from high school. We hung out a lot smoking weed, playing video games, shooting air soft BB's at each other. Now they've all moved away to do their own thing and have actual lives while I waste away in my home town. My best friend still lives nearby but I barely txt with him or talk to him. He's understanding that I have my own worthless life with responsibilities but my mom really doesn't like me hanging out with them now and has discouraged me seeing them since I graduated high school years ago. Also a work friend of mine quit his job where I work and now I'm going to be so much more miserable at my job as a result. Being lonely is an unhappy existence.

 

[Makko]

 

[one.way.out]

It's not really loneliness but an inability to feel connected to people. I can't be authentic, because I know they'll hate me, whenever we don't talk as frequently I think I'm losing them. Combination of autism, social anxiety, and my life circumstances, are making being with people difficult, but also what I want the most.

 

[Dear Agony]

In terms that I genuinely want to be alone most of the time and want to die alone, yes. But I do wish things weren't like this. I crave personal relationships, but I choose to stay away from them because they're more trouble than they're good for me, and just another reason to not CTB.