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Lost4toolong
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- Feb 29, 2020
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Therapy didn't help me because I wasn't willing to voluntarily expose myself to the source of my fear over and over and over again. I gave up after 10 counselling sessions because we were about to start Exposure and Response Prevention therapy.
Nope. Just like HIV meds, Diabetes Meds etc are not a cure. They do help one live though.Therapy worked wonders for me, but it was a long process which demanded faith and perseverance. Thanks to therapy I overcame agoraphobia and I learned to cope with panic attacks to the point that I hardly ever get them.
Meds helped me as well, although their influence on the development of my disease is harder to quantify.
I must, however, point out that neither therapy nor medication cured me.
Yes meds are effective, you only need to find that suits you. Risperidone keeps me sane, escitalopram makes life bearable and xanax helps to take an edge off.Has meds and therapy actually worked for anyone? Is life getting better?
Me. I got a job today after I was planning to ctb on the 20th of January with @6ixxy. He went before me and I was planning to join him on our agreed date, but here I am. Meds work, my Dr is amazing and today I got a job. Not to say its all sweetness and amazing. I still feel like I could fall back at any moment, I still have crippling debt etc. But the darkness is giving way to sunlight.Has meds and therapy actually worked for anyone? Is life getting better?
Love you and am so darn proud!!Me. I got a job today after I was planning to ctb on the 20th of January with @6ixxy. He went before me and I was planning to join him on our agreed date, but here I am. Meds work, my Dr is amazing and today I got a job. Not to say its all sweetness and amazing. I still feel like I could fall back at any moment, I still have crippling debt etc. But the darkness is giving way to sunlight.
Couldn't have done it without you so much love for you and the help and support you gave me.Love you and am so darn proud!!
Great news!! How did you feel returning to work?I went to work today!!!! On Selegiline, Modafinil, DLPA and Tianeptine. Drugged to the eyeballs. And tonight I am feeling fine - a bit high - but fine. Not suicidal. Phew. Hope this lasts. Oh I have added 250mg of Lithium Carbonate. I do recommend trying meds. They are a big relief if they work. My morning was not great, but by 4pm I felt better. I am generally suicidal all day and crying. So this was a day off. I get my medication online from legit sources, though I am seeing a new psychiatrist in a few weeks time.
This morning I was writing goodbye letters on the train - so the meds definitely kicked in by this PM
A little trick. If you can. When you are stressed at work, go into the bathroom and come to the forum. Scream for help. We will get you through it@Jean4 and @Epsilon0 huge thank you. It's been very touch and go - was crying at work on Friday -but more meds today and managed to get in and get through the morning, and the afternoon was good. Really hope I can stay working - it's good to be doing something with my life again. I also really like my job - it is a better job than when I went off sick, more interesting, less hassle. Thank you for your good wishes and support.