I think alcohol works..... Until it DOESN'T.
I get suicidal drinking sometimes.
It is a stimulant at first... then depressant.
Why I will be COMPLETELY SOBER when I CTB.
It affects your choices. I want to make sure I am really in it. And I want it. In it to Win It. I guess.
2 yrs ago I posted about how I like a drink, now I don't drink at all, still feels odd, I do occassionally miss it, I will have one or two when I ctb, a going out drink I suppose
Yes, I find that pleasant. I have anxiety with my depression. While being drunk, I can see things from a different perspective for a short time and I find that useful.
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