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TraumaEscapee:)

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I hate my birth family
Apr 30, 2023
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For example met in person or spoken via WhatsApp?
 
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opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
Spoken/video via a different, better encrypted app that is easy to find. WhatsApp works with cops etc. This app does not. Easy to find in private browsing etc forum talks on Reddit etc.
 
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TraumaEscapee:)

TraumaEscapee:)

I hate my birth family
Apr 30, 2023
216
Spoken/video via a different, better encrypted app that is easy to find. WhatsApp works with cops etc. This app does not. Easy to find in private browsing etc forum talks on Reddit etc.
What do you mean WhatsApp works with cops?
 
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El_Jefe

El_Jefe

Jepejoe
Sep 6, 2024
136
Is it illegal to be on here , or do you mean work with the cops as afraid to get a welfare check
 
opheliaoveragain

opheliaoveragain

Global Mod | Anorexic Junkie
Jun 2, 2024
2,197
No, it's not illegal to be here, assuming your country doesn't have the site blocked, then I can't speak on it. There have been many different kinds of cases where WhatsApp has handed over records just like a phone company would, their privacy policy mentions this under (b) I believe. Not saying anything anyone is doing here is escalating to something that would require such a reaction, but I've seen in happen in real life, in real time, to people I know. It had nothing to do with CTB but there's better apps out there for protecting anonymity. That was really my only point. If I spooked anyone please accept my sincerest apologies, if you're simply chatting etc, it's completely fine.

Also to be fair, my first off site interaction comprised of things that could technically implicate me if things were escalated in the country my friend lived in and passed in so I was taking extreme precautions for both of us.
 
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iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

Experienced
Dec 2, 2023
239
Yes for months I stayed on the phone with her, sometimes for 10+ hours on the weekends to comfort her. Her life turned around and she ghosted me. Never again. She made me lose ALL faith in humanity, so she will play a part in my death.
 
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misatosdiary

misatosdiary

everything and nothing at once
Jun 28, 2024
53
Yeah on discord with someone who ended up being a very good friend of mine. He ctb'd in August and I am pretty sure he was successful. I also had his fb.
 
Sunghoon

Sunghoon

#1 Wasted sperm
Jul 18, 2024
28
Yes for months I stayed on the phone with her, sometimes for 10+ hours on the weekends to comfort her. Her life turned around and she ghosted me. Never again. She made me lose ALL faith in humanity, so she will play a part in my death.
She just left you? No goodbye no nothing?
 
iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

Experienced
Dec 2, 2023
239
She just left you? No goodbye no nothing?
Yes. I thought she had CTB or something so I frantically called, texted, etc., and a few more days went by and she texted to say her phone had been hacked and she lost her contacts. BS. I didn't reply. She never texted again. You would have to know her. I know it wasn't personal. She told me about a woman who had literally saved hers and her cats lives and took them in and again, her life turned around and she didn't even know the woman had died. Total narcissist.
 
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divinemistress87

divinemistress87

Angelic
Jan 1, 2024
4,919
Someone on here I starting talking to on here then we started chatting on Facebook but havent met anyone from here in person
 
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TraumaEscapee:)

TraumaEscapee:)

I hate my birth family
Apr 30, 2023
216
Yes for months I stayed on the phone with her, sometimes for 10+ hours on the weekends to comfort her. Her life turned around and she ghosted me. Never again. She made me lose ALL faith in humanity, so she will play a part in my death.
I'm so sorry to hear that 🥲
 
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SmallKoy

SmallKoy

Aficionado
Jan 18, 2024
236
I've added a few people here on Discord.
 
FriesLovee

FriesLovee

Member
Aug 23, 2024
59
Yes for months I stayed on the phone with her, sometimes for 10+ hours on the weekends to comfort her. Her life turned around and she ghosted me. Never again. She made me lose ALL faith in humanity, so she will play a part in my death.
Wow…. That's…. Ya
 
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Sunghoon

Sunghoon

#1 Wasted sperm
Jul 18, 2024
28
Yes. I thought she had CTB or something so I frantically called, texted, etc., and a few more days went by and she texted to say her phone had been hacked and she lost her contacts. BS. I didn't reply. She never texted again. You would have to know her. I know it wasn't personal. She told me about a woman who had literally saved hers and her cats lives and took them in and again, her life turned around and she didn't even know the woman had died. Total narcissist.
That's such a dick move I'm so sorry u don't deserve that. So a woman took her in and helped her and when she passed away she didn't even care? That says a lot about her personality.
 
iusedtobehappy

iusedtobehappy

Experienced
Dec 2, 2023
239
That's such a dick move I'm so sorry u don't deserve that. So a woman took her in and helped her and when she passed away she didn't even care? That says a lot about her personality.
She found out later that the woman died and she didn't know bc she didn't stay in touch with her after she turned her life around. Did the same thing to me.
 
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ThatStateOfMind

Enlightened
Nov 13, 2021
1,598
Yeah, only one person virtually really but I probably wouldn't do it again. Nothing personal against her, I just like to keep personal life and this site separate.
 
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Tac0Johnz

Tac0Johnz

Potato Olé
Sep 19, 2024
92
i wish lol sometimes i wish i had ppl to just passively talk too about ctb without them all concerned :/
 
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outrider567

Visionary
Apr 5, 2022
2,974
I called up a 25 yr old girl in Virginia who posted here,about a year ago, think she went by the name, mblum or something, we talked for four hours, we emailed a bit afterwards, her last email to me was she had gotten ahold of Nembutal--I never heard from her again
 
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